Monday, January 28, 2013;1:10 PM

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A new year started.

And bad news start to spread. 'Ge Tai' Ah Nam passed away. Did not expect he would pass on so early. He's Singaporean's '开心果' . Heard many bad comments about him. He was a ah long runner. He owes Ah Long a lot of money. When Ah Long heard that he strike 4D, They would wait for him at the Ge Tai for him to pay up his debts. He love to gamble, He took drugs before.

He slept for less den 5 hours 1 day. People thinks that he took drugs just because he slept only few hours a day. People is judging him by his cover. Yes, he is a Gangster, Ah Long, Bad guy. Owe money, Love to gamble. But as a Father, He took up the responsibility to feed his 3 girls by earning lots of money. Sing Ge Tai, taking up movies, singing in lounge, just to support his 3 daughters to U. Read his FB. Many people post in his fb and says that, Ah Nan always tell me not to do bad things, don't do tatto. Which he regretted everything now. He taught youngsters to be a good person, And did not want anyone to be like him. He always talk to the audience when he is on stage, saying, must take care of health, exercise, what is good what is bad..

But what makes me feel sad is, some people just judge the book by his cover. He always do his best to earn money for his kids for their fees. Even though he isn't happy, he will still make people laugh. He's just like a clown. When he feel pain, gastric pain, chest pain, who knows? I guess no one can see his sad face at all. I just feel that he is very '伟大'. Thousands of people sent him for his last journey. This prove that all of them respect him. Lost him is a miss. I respect him and i wish he would rest in peace. I regretted not going to see his performance. Thought i seldom go, but i know he is really a nice guy. Poor him.

Hope he can re-born, and in future, be in our life again to make us laugh. Show us his happy and smiley face. We will always remember him. Miss him in the bottom of our heart. Rest in Peace.

Am still working in Tanglin now. I feel that people love to take things for granted. Like what my colleague says, 'Once its yours, Forever its yours.' This is what i agreed too. Thought of moving on to another job, But i did not know what job should i look for. I feel like learning manicure, But some people give me comments. If you wanna be a manicurist, You must have your nail healthy and nice. Which mine is not.

I sometimes wonder, If only i can learn, and do my own business. How good would that be. People have their own thinking of what they want, But i do not know what i want. I just feel useless when people say bad comments when i really interested to learn on something new.

I wonder, Why can so many people endure so many years in a company and why can't we? Seriously, I am sick and tired of what i am doing right now. They don't appreciate me. Take me for granted. I work as Salesperson and Admin at the same time. Sometimes i even can't concentrate till i lost 2 chqeue.

I feel like resting for sometime, But i can't. I really wish i could take a break.