Monday, January 17, 2011;1:32 PM
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Hi. 3rd post for 2011?Guess from the start of my 2011 post, im not happy. Even till now. Im troubled. Feeling useless. Dunno wad to do. And, no one to talk to. Feel like breaking down. Seriously, I don think my life is that good. Having this kinda problem is not wad i wans. No one noes.
Suicide, is a stupid way of solving things. Everyone says that. Even i myself says that too. But seriously, When the problems got into you, you will noe how it feels.. People tells me, Its not worth, committing suicide for this kinda problem is not worth. But u will noe the feeling when it comes.
Im not happy. Just not happy.
Sunday, January 16, 2011;12:51 AM
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Feel damn useless. Make ppl don believe me, anymore. Im a liar, always a liar. I damn hate myself. Damn fcuking hate it. No one will believe me anymore. Not anymore. Frens will leave me, everyone will leave me. Should i jus go home straight after work? Don go any fcuking places? I dunno wad to do. Go, just go ahead and hate me. btw no one gonna believe me now. I can jus go n die. JUMP DOWN N DIE. Im tired. Seriously. Fcuking pissed.Saturday, January 1, 2011;4:35 PM
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1st post for 01.01.2011! Afternoon.. Slept till bout 3pm today, so shiok, don have to work.. New day, New beginning. At home, nth to do..I try hard not to feel emo.. But i realli cant do that..
My wish for 2011,
1. Go for a longgg holiday trip.
2. More clothes..
3. I can doll up like others, be more pretty..
4. Pay Increase
5. Wish dad will feel better...
6. Have more money to spend n no worries!
I'll try to be happy, So pls make me happy! :) Shall blog later (:
