Sunday, April 15, 2012;8:12 PM
我在想你.. 
202th post.Hello. I know i soooooo long nv update my blog. cos, im busy with work, work and work. feel so tired nowadays. high blood pressure. think is cos i changed department, changed position. 气到血压高. Really, I dunno if i want to continue working here not. I have a great colleague, best sis. But, working in a shipping department is not easy. I dont think im fit to be in an office job. I like retail. but i don like the timing. hais. I can say im so stress working in that department. and that kind of manager makes me vomit blood too. do things without going through the brain. Im dragging myself to work everyday. I hate Mondays to Friday. Everyday sitting in office, opposite me is the 'old hen' manager. see her face makes me feel like vomitting. always hate it when she send emails that i cannot understand. Keep sending and sending without explaining to me. and send email to my GM when i do a 'little' wrong thing. 'LITTLE' . OK? everything just CC to GM. think i what. I know im a lousy employee. Go sack me for all u wish! FUCK YOU. I will find a job is all becos of YOU. If not i will not quit. I just HATE IT when u ALWAYS SEND THOSE SUCH WULIAO EMAIL to GM. Thats why i dont hesitate to quit.
Clique says wanna go Taiwan next year. My savings not enough. Sis says mus save enough den can go. Hais. wan me to save. Hard le. Everything in SG is so damn exp. How to save? I dont think i will have a chance to go overseas. Whenever i tell people, I no passport, I nv go overseas before. Ppl will like, HUH?! sure bo! U nv go overseas before? Go make passport lah! we go tog. But, I always dont dare to say. I dont have enough savings. I cant go overseas. Every month, money comes in, money goes out. parents, bills, save, buying necessities. Gone. I really hate that. Every month dont have enough to buy the things i wanted. hais.
Dont say le. everytime i post here bcos im not happy. bcos i dont think i am happy everyday.
How i wishh... wishh that.....
