Friday, September 23, 2011;8:53 AM

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Good Morning peeps~ (: Im in office now with a sleepy face. Lols. Nothing much to do today, and i don feel like coming to work today. Its super sians! Every morning, i will be the 1st one to reach office, as the other staffs works at 9am. But they have to work during weekends.

Going for chalet tonight. Celebrate ShanWei's birthday. 21st. The girls are staying overnight, but have to leave early. 1st bus. Its like, oh man. Thats so early. Just checked streetdirectory.com. If i wanna travel there by bus, it takes 2 hours to reach there. So long can?! -.-

Dunno if i got programs before going chalet. If yes, I might reach chalet round midnight. I feel like going pub tonight though :/ Gonna find someone to go with me. And i wanna drinkkkkkkkkkk! Chivas is <3 !

Alright, just a random post for the day, will update more tmr? Heheh. See ya peeps (:

Thursday, September 22, 2011;10:56 AM

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201st post.

Morning. Just got scolded from a warehouse supervisor. Hais. All this things, its the one above me instructed me to call your guys to do things. Its not i wan them to do. And u blamed me for not sending the manpower request. I dont think there is a need to send a manpower request form jus to clean 2 lamps? Wad kinda thing is this? And all of you blame it on me. Im tired. Of getting scolded and helping people to do things. In e end all become my fault. I thought ure the best warehouse supervisor i've ever seen. But, u prove me wrong today.

Am still thinking if i wanna go for chalet tmr. I feel like going to pub again. I wanna drink till i drunk. Den i wont think so much.

Wednesday, September 21, 2011;2:30 PM

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200th post.

Hello. I've reached my 200th post! Weee. Am in my office now. My eye hurts now. Dunno why, like my eye suddenly swollen. Tired. Argh.

I slept early last night. At around 10pm. Early right? But im still so tired waking up in the morning. I wanted to take mc but. I've taken too much mc. So, i drag myself to work. Working is really not easy. Tired, stress, lotsa problems coming in. Though i only come out to work for 2 years, I really felt very very tired already. Every month end, salary comes in. And the very next day, My bank has totally not much left. Savings, parents, buying my own stuffs, topping up ez link cards, all these needs money. I dunno wad actually does we work for.

Clique says going genting next year May. Sis says okay, but i have to save up. Its like kinda hard though. Nv went overseas before. How i wish i can go. Esp with my loved ones. I guess that will be really really romantic. I think its hard, really hard.

I hope my clique wont treat each other so cold no matter what happens. I don wan bcos of something or somewhat, our clique becomes cold. That is not what we all wants. Right? I know somehow, i create lotsa troubles. Make ur worry. And sometimes, sad. And also, stress. I will try not to tell you girls about my things anymore. I don wanna trouble you. I don wanna stress you. I just want a happy clique. Can we be like last time? like how we laugh, spend time, enjoy together?

People says, there are no ugly girls. But there is only lazy girls. Is that something true about me? I wanna be pretty too. But i dunno how to? I makeup, but i don seem to look pretty. I buy new clothes, i don seem to look pretty either. Im always so envy looking at pretty girls, with nice makeup and nice clothes, they look really great. But me? Im nothing.

Went to pub on Monday. A totally different pub. Its nice. And its beautiful! E people there are so friendly and cute! How i wish i could go again. (: Drank quite a lot of chivas. Reached home a bit giddy. Bathed and just jump onto my bed. But i admit, When u drink beer/alcohol, You will have a really really nice sleep throughout the night. I mean it! I wanna drink, I wanna drink everyday! Can I? It just feels so good!

Well, As usual, I gonna go back home after work, bathe, eat dinner, and sleep early. Im too tired nowadays. I need some sleep.

Tuesday, September 20, 2011;7:59 PM

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Hello. I think i haven blogged for few days le bah. Haha. Listening to emo music now. Sometimes i think, why do people need love? what does love mean? what is love for? why does the world thinks that gays/lesbians is not normal? when a short hair girl and a long hair girl walk together, people will start to comment, den everyone in the world will know. And when a long hair girl walk with a long hair girl, no one will comment, even though they hold hands. But actually, they are lesbians.

Why are there hurts, heartbreaks, silly actions in love? Why does people cry when the person he/she loves leaves them? Why sometimes, he/she will cut themselves to relieve their pain? Love is really a hard thing to say.

Love, is a very odd thing. Love is blind.

I really had a hard time, forgetting all my past. And of cos, some helped me, getting through all my pain. But now, i think im no different from the guys i knew last time. im just a bitch. Someone just reminded me today. Till now, im still thinking. I hate myself so fcuking much.

Why some people noes that they did things wrongly, they continue, why?

Lotsa question jus pop up in my mind.

And all i can think about is you,
the way you say you love me too.

Wednesday, September 14, 2011;11:48 AM

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198th post. {c0unting d0wn to my 200th post!}

Hello peeps! Was trying all ways to post all this photos here the whole morning! I can finally update my blog now (:

Well, I promised to update my blog with Kay's belated celebration yest! Hehe. Met them after work at Orchard Mrt, and waited for kay for quite long! x: We were damn hungry already! Haha.. Finally Kay reached orchard.. We gave her a present 1st, den we walked to paragon to have our dinner! We talked and laughed all the way (:

And.....

Ta-da! Ding Tai Fung! Was So excited going in and have a good meal! Because, This is the 1st time im having DTF ! Heard from them that the food there quite nice. (: Waited for quite a moment for the seat. While waiting, That "Wrong Channel" started ordering what she wants. She told us that she ordered total of 9 items in the menu! And i was like, so shocked!

And this is wad we all had. (: Looks nice? Hehe. I love the Yam Xiao Long Bao ESP! And also the "鸳鸯 xiao long bao"! Its combination of Yam and Red bean inside! That was so superbbbbbb delicious! Loves. And i also liked the 八宝饭! Its so unique! I guess i gonna go DTF when i get my pay during month end! Hehe!

And after dinner, As usual, TOILET, PHOTOS! Wahahha! That is our clique's standard procedure! Took some photo with the rose too! Hehe. Try to take photos from polaroid camera, and found one person to help us to take the photo.. And guess wad?! The photo came out, without Shihui inside! Omg. Waste a film loh. -.-

Well, hope WanJun enjoyed her celebration with us! And its also her 1st time at DTF! I will go DTF again, because, Its superbbbbbbbbbb! (: Waiting for WanJun to upload photos.. Hehe. WanJun, Hope ur like ur present ah! And also, Happy 21st Belated Birthday! :D Stay happy and cute always okay! Our clique will never be separated! Loves. (:

Tuesday, September 13, 2011;8:59 AM

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197th postttt.

Yo morning peeps, am in office now, sorry! promised to continue post yest but forgotten! Was too tired when i reach home.. So i gonna upload todayy. Metup with Mr Norman Liew and IQD peeps last friday, nice date indeed. 09.09.2011 (: at the moment when i saw Mr Liew, I was so shocked ! Cos, he gain losta weight! Shanwei says his neck suddenly became so short. Lol. Its like, almost 4 years since we last saw him? He's doing well, working in a bank now, but kinda tiring, everyday work till 10pm plus, and gonna wakkie at 6am. That's tough. But, i wanna thank him for making time for us to meetup, and realli treasured e times when we're with him. We chatted alot, and he was asking,were we studying or working. When it comes to my turn, I told him im working in Tuas. Kinda shock yah? lol. And something hit on my head when i hear him asking me this. "So, U don wanna continue studying?" Guess wad was my answer? I said, No. And he nv give any comments. But I know i cant do well in studies, so i chose not to study. Mr Liew, If my Accounting 1st year is without you, I dunno how can i continue to study on. U nv give me up on teaching cos u noe i got no background of Accounting knowledge. And i manage to pass basic accounting year one. Even since you left, clique is my greatest support. Without them, there wont be me sitting in office today. Mayb i'll be doing retail jobs? for the rest of my life? hahha. Well, lets not talk much, Show u people some photos for the gathering (:

I noe this might a bit blur, hehe. (:

the 5 of us (:

Cheers to our future (:

I guess Mr Norman is observing someone special (:

Oh well, i dunno why is it so blur. Haha. (:

Shall continue with my post (: Realli, Mr Norman is really some teacher special to me. My 1st ever Accounting teacher, I learn my 1st step of Accounting from him, and he nv fail to make me practice and practice till i pass my exams. And, i got the Accounting Cert jus bcos you, and my clique helping me all along, Thanks peeps. (:

Working life is boring. Really, boring. Cant go out chill in e afternoon, cant take afternoon naps, cant do wadeva i wan at home in the afternoon. Life is like this. No work, equals, no money. No money, equals, cannot spend, cannot give to parents, cannot save for future/ emergencies. Waking up early everyday morning is a torture! I always feel like taking MC, or leave. Cos, i really need my sleep! I jus found out, I must makeup whenever when i go out to have gathering or wadsoeva. Cos, my dark circles is from bad to worst! omg. ): I wanna get rid of it! Hehe.

Going out with clique tonight for Wanjun's birthday celebration dinner. My 1st time trying Ding Tai Fung. Dunno nice not. Shall post more when i get back home tonight, or tomorrow in office. (:

Boss's daughter give me lotsa things to do le.. Gonna go, post lata (: byebye!

Monday, September 12, 2011;3:33 PM

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196th post.

Ps. Please don read my post if you feel boring reading it. Just click the close window button and get out of here! Ty (:

中秋节快乐！可是我今天一点也不快乐!

今天是被骂的好日子. Kena scold, kena shoot almost by everyone in the office.

1) Bought home cooked food to office. And, kena shoot. "U confirm this container can put inside microwave oven hor?" I told her friendly. "yah, sure can one."

2) A document has already done a credit note, and i noe its my mistake for not e-filing and updating the sales record. But. U don have to say this. " I next time wont do all this thing for u all already." I never answer her cos i respect her. I just scold her deep inside me. "U DON DO LOH! UR STOCK NOT TALLY ALSO NOT MY FCUKING PROBLEM."

3) Boss's daughter named Darryl. Scold me this and that. Said that when i do things, i nv ask from top till bottom. I just do as said and i don even bother to ask about it. Its not i don wanna ask. Its. I nv thought of it to ask, I jus help u to do things. NOT doing all the SHIT FOR U!

Well. Im like this. Just sack me if you want. I know you can find a better person. I know my position hired lotsa people, and they cant manage to do it. But why am i here for 4 months already? And im still doing things like SHIT?!

~~Continue when i get back home tonight. Will post pictures of IQD gathering. And Mr Norman. Post more later. Gonna work alr. Goodbye.~~

Monday, September 5, 2011;9:15 AM

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Hey morning peeps~ Am in office now.. I sprained my neck while im sleeping?! Din sleep well last night.. When i woke up this morning, I feel so pain! And actualli wanted to take MC.. As im taking leave tmr, i don wan ppl to talk bad about me. Says i tmr on leave, today mc.. Lotsa gossipers around here. -.-

Actualli i took leave tmr cos i got something on, And suddenly cancelled. So tmr is my sleeping day! Hahaha. I feel like going back to ITE tmr, who wanna go with me? I miss some teachers so much, I miss school's food too! Someone pls pei mi go back school?! haha. Well, meeting sis later for japanese food at bishan! Heheheh. Hope it will b delicious. (:

AND! I wanna get iphone ): But sis say i cannot take data plan.. Cos, if i ever exceed the limit, it will become so damn exp that she cannot afford! Hai, I think i cant take data plan at all. Even wanna get an iphone also hard. But i also think of Samsung Galaxy S II.. Cos, iphone cannot bluetooth unless its iphone to iphone, and iphone drains bettery. And Samsung Galaxy S II, I thought of taking that, cos its Iphone killer! And, it has a main page while iphone does not have one. Arghhh. Dunno which to take. And i cant take data plan. -.- Mayb i should think of Hi card with internet access. :p But buying the phone itself is very exp! ): Shall think of buying phone when i get my bonus :p

Meeting up wanjun tmr, she plan to go orchard, but im broke! Feel like going for a good shopping tmr. But, I m broke! ): I wanna buy dress, shoes! Makeup! I shall dream for these then. Lols.

Tired! I don feel like working! I wanna slp ~ ENDURE! Tmr jiu ke yi slp dao ni shuang liao :p ! Heheh!

Im glad i've got sucha good clique! Loves <3

Friday, September 2, 2011;9:13 AM

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Morning peeps, my 1st post for September! (: Felt so tired today, i slept at 3am and woke up at 630am.. Was planning not to go work today and wanted to take mc to sleep.. But i cant! Cos im already on leave on 6th sep! Therefore, I have to drag myself out of my bed and says, today is friday! U can sleep all u wan after work! And so, i woke up, dress up and out for work.. Slept in the company transport is like a must to me everyday! I dunno why can i be sooooooo tired, but im realli tired! Almost slept till forgot to alight the transport. :p And im yawning now ~ Lols. Shall wash my face and get up for work! :p

Meeting up ITE mates and Mr Norman, 1st year Accounting and form teacher next friday! Its like.. Almost 3 years i din see him?! Oh my, thats so long! Actualli i got work at night next friday, So i pushed it away. And am looking forward for e gathering on friday! Happy (:

I promised myself to go back home to sleep after work even without having dinner.. Cos, im too tired! Btw, wanjun! Wanna date me at my house tonight? wahahha. I noe ure meeting ur baby later :D

I've be in Domicil for 3 months plus already, It seems so long already.. But its oni 3 months! Now the work here im quite familiar already.. But sometimes when im busy, i might tend to forget everything! Cant i be clever just a bit? lol.

I guess i might be too tired to blog right now, mayb will continue tonight or tmr... Alright, have to work now, see ya peeps..