Friday, June 24, 2011;1:28 PM
我在想你.. 
Hello, im here again! haha, Im so damn sleepy, last night slept at 330am plus.. Woke up late at 740am.. My transport run liaos.. Haha. Tot of taking mc but cant! I was so slpy yest that i can even sleep when im on bike! I noe its dangerous though. But im realli tired! im too tired to blog.. Blog when im free! haha. Byeee!
TGIF!
Wednesday, June 22, 2011;10:28 AM
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Morning, Dear all~ Im now alone in office busy doing work.. Kinda feel fcuked-up this days at work. I noe i have to tolerate, but things are getting on my nerves. I haven finish my things, and u keep asking me, 'do this liao ma?? do that liaos ma?' Fed up. Should i say at least is better den VenderMac? I dunno, don wanna think so much for now.Taking leave on 5th and 19th of July. Going to do things on 5th and going to rest on 19th. I don wanna come to work on my birthday to get scolded from ppl.. Might be meeting with clqiue on 23rd to celebrate my belated and shihui's advance birthday. I feel that is kinda fun to celebrate together. Being with clique, can forget all my unhappiness, cos they make me smile throughout the whole night. (:
Love, its not easy. Wad i learn from Love? I learn how to not to love the person 100%. cos by loving and giving in 100% of love isn't worth it. From my point of view, no matter is relationship, or same sex relationship makes no difference. The guy will actualli dump the girl when he feels so tired, of the girl. But girls, giving in 100% of love and gets nothing in return. What they get is hurt, cry, committing suicide. And the guy will actualli don care for wad the girl do. Cos they noe, time can heal, and they noe, no such girls will do stupid for them. I hate it. I wont go into relationship. It doesn't matter if im having a relationship now or not. I wont go into any relationship anymore. No matter how e person says, how much he love me, or how can i make him wait for me, or wadsoeva, nothing gonna change me from now. Im heartless without blood. Hate me with all you wan.
Actualli tot of getting mc today as im damn too tired. I slept at close to 3am. and woke up at 640am. its less den 4 hours of sleep. Should i get a part time job instead? im too lazy to work. I jus wanna stay at home, enjoying life. But i noe its hard as my family is not so rich, i gonna pay for lotsa things. i cant afford to quit. Shall see how it goes, don get things on my nerves. If not, i wont be in this company anymore again. And wish u all HAPPY FINDING NEW GIRL AGAIN.
Sunday, June 5, 2011;7:03 PM
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Hello. (: Back.. It has been a month plus since i last posted on this blog. I noe its dead. Haha. Reason why i nv update blog is cos im busy. Started work in early May. Domicil. Don kinda like the feeling in new company cos im not use to it. Many many things to do. And nid to wake up early to catch the bus at westmall. Time working till 6pm is realli long. Can fall asleep when doing work. And after 6pm, Gonna catch bus back to bbatok. By the time i reach bbatok, its around 645pm. Kinda late yah. Its almost a month since i was in Domicil. I still cant adapt a new life in Domicil. Miss ex colleagues from VenderMac instead. Did i regret leaving there? Not regret is bcos, Good pay, 5 days. Regretted bcos, don like the feeling thr. Dunno if i will stay long here. Nid to work weekends from 10am to 6pm from 18 June onwards. Damn sians to the max can. -.- Falling sick this days. Dunno why. And ever since i work here, i felt so damn tired. Feel like slping anytime in office. I don like the feeling in office. I don wanna stay in office and eat, i wanna go out for lunch. Should i change job again? I noe every work is stress. But i don like to stay in office for lunch, and i don like the feeling when im there. Im so tired. Having problem with family. E last time why i cried so badly when im meeting clique, is cos, sis said things that are really hurtful. That I cried whole day, whole night. Ahh. Don say anymore. I gonna cry again soon.
I miss my clique. Miss wanjun. She has been in Shanghai for 3 months already. Time pass so slow. I miss going out with her. Miss her listening to me nag and nag over things. And Shihui, When wanjun is in Shanghai, She is like taking over all the responsibilities from wanjun. She talks to me, ask if im ok. Always wants me to feel ok. Telling me wad is right, wad is wrong. Chat with me when im bored. And of cos, when we go out, ailin, shanwei, felicia, do care for me too. Thanks. Im so fortunate. I noe thr is still love and care in this world.
Well, i think i gonna stop here. Wanna watch show le. byebye.
