Thursday, August 23, 2012;2:58 PM

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207th post

Working was so tiring. Working tonight again. I bet i will be super tired tomorrow. But never mind, because tomorrow is FRIDAY!!! :) Happy.

Was thinking of my ex company. Met my ex colleague for dinner last friday. I was asking her how is my ex company doing now.. Heard from her, The company is in a big mess. People change so fast. From a very quiet person, became the most fierce person.. Pushing blames to others when things goes wrong. I was wondering, work life is really like this? hais.

Was chasing for this show for few weeks le, super nice!

But i cant watch today ): Have to work.. This few weeks will be duper busy... Keep working and working.. Damn sians..

Well, Hope i can have interviews soon. I wanna leave here and dont wanna work here le!! But i want to get bonus 1st. Hehe.

Alright, will post when im free... Going busy le!

Wednesday, August 15, 2012;5:16 PM

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206th post.

Feeling so fed up today. People here are taking me for granted again and again. bought cake for the birthday girl. Arranged her to come over. Now tell me she dont wanna come, becos her boss nv approve her claims. Is there any link to it? I dont think so loh. If you dont want us to celebrate. Just say so! If you dont feel like coming. Say early. We can arrange the cake to go Tanglin Showroom for you! You are freaking taking me for granted.

Early in the morning. Got shoot-ed by warehouse again. I really dont feel like staying here. Everytime i come to work, sure will get scold. Sure not happy. And i still need to help carry sofa. Am i here to work for warehouse?

I hate this shyt feeling.

“Life is like riding a bicycle. To keep your balance you must keep moving.”

Tuesday, August 14, 2012;4:20 PM

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205th post...

Today is really bored, and i don't feel like working today.. my eyes kept closing off.. When i woke up in the morning, i tell myself.. I must go back home and sleep right after i knock off.. Im seriously too tired..

No time for games, no time to play.. I still remember.. When im still addicted to AuditionSea. I bought lots of @cash, and buy many many nice clothes to wear in Audi.. Thinking back, am i wasting a lot of money? And also. How i wish, someday i can have my own house, have lots of money, i can support my parents, go enjoy and play when ever i want. And not just working, working, and working. Life is meaningless. What does we work for? money? or, work for the sake of working?

now its only 4.31pm. Time is just crawling. Listening to 100.3fm radio.. Songs~ Songs~ Songs~ Sians. Sians!!! I just hate the person who is sitting opposite me.. Everyday i have to see her face.. -.-

Feel like quitting and rest a while, but i cant ): My sis wont allow. So sad. I wanna relax a while, go for a trip and enjoy to de-stress. But, i need to save 1st... I wanna see Hello Kitty, go Hello Kitty Restaurant... ):

“So many people walk around with a meaningless life. They seem half-asleep, even when they're busy doing things they think are important. This is because they're chasing the wrong things. The way you get meaning into your life is to devote yourself to loving others, devote yourself to your community around you, and devote yourself to creating something that gives you purpose and meaning.”

;10:04 AM

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204th post...

Morning~ it's 9.31am.. early in the morning im in the office.. I know i haven't been blogging for some time.. Cos im busy with work work and work.. Morning, busy with office work, night, busy with opera.. Everytime reach home around 12am plus.. Too tired.. Today i feel super super sleepy.. my eyes feel like closing..

I was thinking, should i continue to work here a not? Too tired of everything here.. Working with irritating people.. And the old lady sitting opposite me, keep nagging every single day, every single hour and every single minute.. Some more she is my Asst Manager.. I cannot tolerate her sometimes.. Keep nagging, Scolding, Shouting.. Sick and tired..

Oh yah, a month ago, i celebrated my birthday with few friends.. office colleagues, 2 admin colleagues, with my friends.. Got some ang baos from Mum, Dad, Sis.. And thanks for the presents.. I appreciate it.. This year, I never celebrate my birthday in office.. Bcos like my colleague says, I dont wan ppl wearing "mask" and sing birthday song for me.. Hate it..

Sometimes, i really wonder.. Why all jobs require Good Qualification? Why can't experience have a better pay? My clique, just graduated from poly, starting pay is already higher den my current pay.. And i've work for almost 3 years.. But pay just reach what they had for staring pay.. Sometimes really feel useless. I just have an ITE cert.. I dont mind to say.. My starting pay is just 1.1k... Now, poly grads, 1.7k at least.. Look at the biggggg difference.. 600 bucks is a lot to me..

I was thinking, should i take up Diploma course? Im really afraid, i can't make it, Econs, Stats, all the subjects i never ever study before.. How am i gonna cope? When i know my Accounting in ITE suck.. If without my clique, I think im still studying now..

But if i wanna study Diploma.. I don't what to study.. What course should i take.. And, I know i can't succeed. But without poly cert, My pay will always be the same.. I was thinking, If i were to quit from here, what job should i find? I was thinking about sales, but i have to give up my weekends.. Hais, I really dunno what to do.. Feel like giving up..

And i feel freaking sleepy now...................................................................

Will post when im free again~