Friday, October 22, 2010;8:19 AM

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Morning~ Am in office right now.. im so super tired! Last night help out the teochew opera.. Sat is the actual performance.. Kinda tired of this job.. Wanna change one soon, next year! Got a better job offer but sis din like me to go there.. Cos is in a condo.. And im working alone.. Cos e lady boss is old alr, nid someone to help.. I can go work at 10 or 11 plus.. go back at bout 6 plus.. Quite gd right? And 5 days! and also near my place.. I wanna change job ASAP!

Saw sh's fb, Sh, Wanjun n felicia went ikea.. I dunno when i can enjoy like them.. Go play, go ikea, go eat.. Enjoy! Im so sad when i see thme enjoying but im working.. I always wanted to accompany clique more.. But i cant.. Too tired.. Sometimes gonna work in the morning, work opera in the night.. No time to even sit on my house sofa.. Where got time to go out.. Sians.. I wanna end this life! I've planned. After i quit, i goona rest.. At least 2 weeks! I wanna use this 2 weeks to go out with clique, enjoy at home sleeping.. Den start my new job.. That's better i think, and i don have to wake up early in the morning to take a 45mins bus to amk anymore! I can even wake up at 9am! Omg. I think i would love this job.. Haha! And also hope Lady Boss is a nice lady~

Gonna busy this few days.. Teochew opera today and tml.. Opera Next thurs and fri.. Omg. I nid sleep! A lot of sleep! This month din do a lot of ot.. Cos next month goona start ot already.. Will be tired till e start of Jan next year.. Sians.. Alrights, gtg work already.. Cya readers..

Monday, October 18, 2010;9:37 PM

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Hi, am at home now. Jus wanna share a photo.. And jus wanna let everyone noes.. My clique is e best.. When i have problems, i talk to them, when i was in school last time, they help me.. But ever since i work, i seldom get to meet up with them.. Really envy my frens.. They still get to play.. Find frens for lunch, Plan outings.. But when i wanna meet them, i have to meet them at night.. As im working.. I realli seldom have frens to chat bout my problems.. And thanks sh, talked to me when im at work jus now.. Though i still feel hot inside me, but im still happy that there is someone out there to talk to me.. How ever i wish, whenever i ask sh and kay to come my place, go k box, i hope they wont reject me.. Anymore.. I jus wanna spend more time with my frens.. But.. Anyone noes? Simple to say.. I love my clique..

Accounts Dept in my office. Guess i wont stay long here. Thanks to those who have helped me. I dunno why, I don bear to leave cos of some aunties here are really nice.. But some.. I dunno how to say.. Many things i wish to say.. But i dunno how.. Hais, shall bid farewell to them 2 or 3 months more..

Saw this old man eating whenever i went to this place called ''Ubin Seafood". He's eating slowly, and eating alone.. 1st thing i feel is.. He's so poor thing, eating alone.. And i was thinking.. When im old, Am i gonna be alone? Like this old man? I dunno.. And i cant predict.. I dunno hows my future be like.. Im not interested in working nor schooling.. I jus wanna live in my own world.. No work, No school, No worries.. But i noe, its impossible..

I dunno why, i feel i will cry easily nowadays.. Maybe cos of a small thing, will make me cry.. Seriously, im not happy, living in a unhappy place, working in a unhappy place.. How i wish, i can have a world of my own..

;12:47 PM

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Realli fed up working here. but i nid to tolerate. cos of MONEY. i gonna leave here. ASAP! NOW. I was absent on thursday, tell my office people that im sick. I slept till 12plus. Dad called me and says e rice cooker is spoiled. I have to bring down a rice cooker for dad. Before i went back home, i went back my frens bubble tea shop near office. And someone in office saw me. My head told me. And ask me why i din take mc. I says i also got something on. Thats y i take leave. And she don wish to tell me who is it. And make me feel realli '火大'. Wads e prob with im not feeling well, and i still got something on. I have to bring a cooker for dad. Den why cant i take leave? Its my LEAVE. Not URS. I realli cant tolerate. Why are they so many KPOs out there. fed up. Spoil my day. Fcuk.

Friday, October 15, 2010;12:16 PM

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WARNING! MY POST MAYBE VERY BORING~

Leave-ed yest. Not feeling well. Din slp a lot too. Tired~ I really don have the heart to stay here anymore. My blood boiled alomst every morning. Different ppl, all sorts of things. Now i noe why, ppl wont stay here for long. I donno where to go if i quit this job. I donno if i should study, but im not interested in studying. I cant jus slack at home like this. Sis wans me to find a job before i quit this. But, i have to start all over again. And im super slow. Im sure many companies want new ppl to learn fast. But i cant. Hais, why do ppl nid to work? How i wish money can drop from sky.

Miss my clique. Has been quite some time since i last met them.. I wanna enjoy, i wanna play. I don wanna work. But i cant. -.- Mayb i should find those simple jobs like doin bubble tea, sales all this bahs, jus busy for a day, n u don have to worry that u have unfinished work. Serve customers, at the end of the day, close shop, clean up. Thats all. Working in office, i still have to worry this, worry that, haven done this, haven do that. Scare boss scold, scare do wrong things. Of cos everyone did wrong things before. if u never do wrong things, u will never learn.. Meet up soon clique, I miss u all~ And i miss e times when sh and wj stayover at my place. Though i nid to work the next day, I enjoyed the night with them.

I have decided. To work till next year. And QUIT. Though i may miss some people here. But i have no choice. Mayb im not suit to work in office bahs. Tonight working at opera troupe. May sleep quite late, and yest i slept late, today kinda tired. Hais, no choice, all becos of money.. Okaes, have to work now, as im in office and now its lunch time. Going for lunch at 1pm with elaine later. Cyas readers. Will post if im free.

Monday, October 11, 2010;10:21 AM

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Morning. Am in office now. Finished my things. So im able to blog here. I got to noe a new fren few months ago.. She works at 'niang tou fu' stall. Her name is ‘小小’. Her attitude is quite good, fun-loving. She treats me drink sometimes. And about a month ago, i got to noe another new fren. She sells claypot food near my office. And she also jus opened a new bubble tea shop jus close to e coffee shop. Her name is Elaine. One day when i was working OT in office, and im still in office at 8pm, 小小 called me. Call me to go down to e bubble tea shop. So i went off at 8pm, and go down to e bubble tea shop to drink. And from there i got to noe Elaine, she's a nice girl. Drink-ed and talk together.. Drinking makes me feel so gd. Giddy giddy feeling. And i feel happy. Maybe work gives me stress. And drinking is jus like my medicine, makes me feel much more better. Soemtimes mayb get sad cos people around me, makes me unhappy. And when i see my new frens, i feel more happy..

Having maggie noodles this few days. Bao not at home. So i have to cook myself. Did housework yest. Sweep floor, mop floor, change bedsheets, wash clothes, wash bedsheet, cook for myself. So tired. And today im not feeling well, feel like going back and rest. But i cant. This morning, i din take bus to interchange and take 852. Instead i took a 10 min walk to 2 bus stops to take 852 to work. Didnt want to waste cash to take a 2 bus stops trip, so i walked to e busstop. As my ez link got no more money. And im lazy to go interchange to top it up.

Am so lazy to work! i wanna go back! -.- Alrights, got to go. Shall blog next time. And thanks for reading my 'wu liao' post.

Wednesday, October 6, 2010;10:34 PM

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Hi, am here to blog again.. Alone at home now.. Am so tired to do other things.. Am not in a very good mood nowadays.. Work work and work.. Neva spend much time with loved ones.. No one met me today after work.. So i went home after work today.. Ate maggie for dinner. And i cooked myself (:

Looks nice to me. Hahas. No money no money! i nid money to do a huge shopping! Jus wanna spend some money to enjoy myself.. Don wanna get too stress bout work.. And im seriously lack of clothes! i SERIOUSLY nid shopping!

Slept for 10 plus hours for e last sunday and monday.. cos im lack of sleep. hahas. how i wish i can sleep like this everyday.. i don wanna work! And im tired.. so tired! Will be very very lonely this few weeks.. who wanna come my house and entertain me?! im all alone at home.. and nothing to do! So sad.. I nid someone to accompany me.. If not, i think my dinner for this few weeks will be e picture u see above.. Lols. Alrights, i got nothing to blog.. Shall blog another day.. Cya readers.. My post might be boring i noe. hahas.