Wednesday, September 21, 2011;2:30 PM
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200th post.Hello. I've reached my 200th post! Weee. Am in my office now. My eye hurts now. Dunno why, like my eye suddenly swollen. Tired. Argh.
I slept early last night. At around 10pm. Early right? But im still so tired waking up in the morning. I wanted to take mc but. I've taken too much mc. So, i drag myself to work. Working is really not easy. Tired, stress, lotsa problems coming in. Though i only come out to work for 2 years, I really felt very very tired already. Every month end, salary comes in. And the very next day, My bank has totally not much left. Savings, parents, buying my own stuffs, topping up ez link cards, all these needs money. I dunno wad actually does we work for.
Clique says going genting next year May. Sis says okay, but i have to save up. Its like kinda hard though. Nv went overseas before. How i wish i can go. Esp with my loved ones. I guess that will be really really romantic. I think its hard, really hard.
I hope my clique wont treat each other so cold no matter what happens. I don wan bcos of something or somewhat, our clique becomes cold. That is not what we all wants. Right? I know somehow, i create lotsa troubles. Make ur worry. And sometimes, sad. And also, stress. I will try not to tell you girls about my things anymore. I don wanna trouble you. I don wanna stress you. I just want a happy clique. Can we be like last time? like how we laugh, spend time, enjoy together?
People says, there are no ugly girls. But there is only lazy girls. Is that something true about me? I wanna be pretty too. But i dunno how to? I makeup, but i don seem to look pretty. I buy new clothes, i don seem to look pretty either. Im always so envy looking at pretty girls, with nice makeup and nice clothes, they look really great. But me? Im nothing.
Went to pub on Monday. A totally different pub. Its nice. And its beautiful! E people there are so friendly and cute! How i wish i could go again. (: Drank quite a lot of chivas. Reached home a bit giddy. Bathed and just jump onto my bed. But i admit, When u drink beer/alcohol, You will have a really really nice sleep throughout the night. I mean it! I wanna drink, I wanna drink everyday! Can I? It just feels so good!
Well, As usual, I gonna go back home after work, bathe, eat dinner, and sleep early. Im too tired nowadays. I need some sleep.
