Sunday, February 13, 2011;11:54 AM
我在想你.. 
Almost a month since i last updated my blog. Its sunday today, And i woke up so early. I cant sleep well. Everything never goes well for me in 2011. System in office struck by lighting, cpu cant on, it means we have to do everything manually. Ot 3 hours yest. But still tons of work haven finish. 1st thing in e last morning, missed bus, everything jus don goes well for me. I've workload more added by boss again. Im jus wondering, why. Since u, Sales Manager, arranged delivery so many years already. Why are u still pushing all this to me? You think im very free? I jus don understand. Why every company, must have a bad person thr. Wad good do they receieve when they do things bad? Hais. Im over stressed. Things cant finish. But luckily, i got a good manager. A new manager who jus join us. Ask me if i can handle, I frankly told him everything. Im not thousand hand, i cant finish everything. Print price tags, do consignment, do deliveries, give orders to warehouse ppl. I cant do everything all by myself. I cant take it, anymore.Love, realli make either one person sad, useless, angry. I guess, no one is willing to hear to me anymore. Tired of it bahs. Maybe in my life, i cannot find someone who truly loves me. No one. Every promises are meant to be broken? There no true love in this world? Im wondering, why some people, can cut themselves jus bcos of one person? And dunno if e person truly love them a not?
If i have e courage, i don wanna be in this world. I wanna live in my own world. Without anyone there. Im tired. Everything in this world is making me so tired. I cant tolerate. I cant take it.
I hope now, theres someone to care for me. But, i guess there wont be anyone.
