Friday, December 24, 2010;7:57 PM

我在想你..

Evening. Tmr is christmas, and today is christmas eve. And i will stay at hme, No meet ups, no nothing. Had a little fun in office. Angel bought fruit cake for christmas. Few of them bought christmas present. Shall show it to u all (: Worked full day, but went back bit early, as today i quite free. (:

For more photos, pls go my fb (: I don have e mood for christmas. But, i wanna wish all readers a Merry Merry Christmas and A Happy New Year. (:

Hmms, I feel tired easily. I still have not found anyone to drink with me. I realli love e feeling of getting drunk. Or should i go drink myself? Hahs. I dunno why im moodless this days. And i dunno why, I can cry easily. Makes me feel, super emo.

2010 is ending. I don hope for 2011 to be a better one. Cos, no one can predict future. And wad my future gonna be.

Shall end here. Merry Xmas.. Enjoy your night readers.

imy.

Thursday, December 23, 2010;10:31 PM

我在想你..

I feel bored. I feel lonely. Wad can i do? Hais. Working like a mad girl in office. 1st to reach office, last to leave office. Working like hell mad this 2 months. Never leave-ed or mc-ed for this 2 months. I dying. New gal taking over my position. Hope i can cope well with my new position. Have been working for 2 positions for e last 1 month plus. I super stressed. When i worked, i miss my clique. At times i miss them so much. But, i have to work. When i end work, i don have e time to meet up with them. Im too tired. I was wondering, im working so hard. But where my money goes? 'Broke-ing' every month. Hais, I realli nid a long long break. For shopping. And sleeping. I guess im too tired.

I dunno why, I always wanted to keep working, and feel exhausted. Go back home, eat, bathe, slp. Nothing interesting or fun comes to my life all this while. Sometimes i realli feel like crying. And i cried for no reason.

I feel that im too sensitive. stubborn. Yes. People do say that to me. Im stubborn. I realli dunno wad kinda person i am. I realli damn hate myself. I wanna drink. Who wanna accpmpany me? I got a feel that i need to cry out real loud. And i like e drunk feeling. I realli love it. Who wanna accompany me to drink? 我好辛苦............. 好想哭.............. 好想好想喝醉酒..... 谁可以听我诉苦? Hais.