Sunday, September 26, 2010;2:31 PM
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Sad and Happy Yest.. Sad cos, Office. Happy cos, i get to meet my clique and chat with them my problems..Yest was realli not my indeed. Should not have went to work.. When i have work on my hands, and i cant finish, i will not be happy. At 1st, i have this manager, called Don. He says customer didn't wans a invoice, but a invoice using excel. Luckily, our system can extract the invoice to excel. If not i will enter one by one into excel. And the customer ordered many things. not one thing. Ok, nvm. After that i continued my BHG's credit note. I jus hate it when im busy, another person to call me do this and that. Don wish to talk more bout it. Everyone in office jus hate me. I know. Was called to meeting by Don. And he says many customers called him and complain that our telephone skills not good. I was wondering. SINCE WHEN? WE TREAT CUSTOMERS RUDELY? And do u nid a new comer to tell us how to talking nicely when we're on phone? THIS IS TOO MUCH. I CANT TOLERATE! And more suay, kena scold by an AUNTY. I jus hate it when someone scold me ‘你做了这么久，你会不懂吗?' I JUST HATE IT. I dunno why, i cried jus after she said all this. badly. Am i a failure? Cant even do a thing properly? And i nid a AUNTY to TEACH ME?! Den how am i goin continue like this? How to work another job since i cant do things properly? Maybe to ur, this problem isn't a big problem. But it is to me. I dunno lahs, im sure to quit after new year next year. I have decided. And acutalli, this aunty treat me no bad, when all my working fren gonna leave this company few months ago, i told her i wanna leave here too. She donwan me to leave. And i was so super STUPID to listen to her. Why she wann to keep me here is cos, when everyone leave here, no one can help her to '打包'. And now she gets to noe well my frens, she thinks that im not important anymore. Its okae, I've learnt a lesson. Not to believe anyone even though she treats u good.
Gets to meet with clique to bugis and amk hub to celebarte Shanwei's birthday. Had fun, and makes me forgets unhappy things when i saw them.. When i first saw them yest, they noe im unhappy.. They can see through. And chatted with me, ask me wads my prob. That's wad clique are for.. I realli miss e days when we're still in ITE. From the day i noe them, they have helped me non-stop till now.. And to SH and WJ, Im sorry that i say those words.. Hope ur don keep it to heart.. I realli din mean it.. I realli feel so much better after talking to them.. CLQIUE IS ALWAYS THE BEST AMONG ALL PEOPLE...
Work up at 12 plus to do housework jus now.. Gonna do laundry now.. Will upload photos here when im free.. Bye..
Wednesday, September 15, 2010;11:31 PM
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Hello. Am back home. Bathed and i tot of blogging. So i came here.Today is not my day. Really....
Shall blog something about today. Woke up early in the morning, as usual, lazy to wake up. Am so so so tired. Try to pull myself out from bed to prepare for work. went out at 7am. As usual, waited for bus. 985. i supposed to take 985 for 2 stops and change bus. 852. while i was in the bus 985, I pressed e bell before the bus stop reached. But e driver din stop. Went straight. So i was thinkin, nvm. Maybe this bus will also stop at certain stop where e bus stop have the bus 852. But i was wrong. Took e bus till tpy till i realised i have lost my way. So i alight at tpy, dunno wad to do.. Looking for the bus directory. Saw e bus 506, got go to marymount road, which is near to my office. So i board the bus. After a while, i realised i missed the stop! I quickly alight. Btw when i realised, i've reached enous. No choice. Cab-ed down to work.
Reached office, busy-ing. After that, lady boss call for meeting. Wans me to do more things. Means my workload is added. Need to try to do things faster. But actualli, i don have the time to do other things. My head wans to add on my workload next yr, and wans me to help other people to complete returns. for july and aug. Its a lot. Not a little. I will be even more busy. I donwan this. Hais.
Alright, shall stop here.. Tmr's working. Another busy day. Nights.
Tuesday, September 14, 2010;1:21 PM
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Just wanna use a little time to blog now.. Just finished lunch.. ate 'kway teow' and a '大包' at upper thomson road.. Den came back to office.. Managed to put $10 coins into my small dora coin bank.. i wanna save money from now onwards! My dora coin bank is kinda heavy now.. happy (:Sometimes i jus dun understand something.. What a person am i? No matter how hard i try to get close with someone, wanna be good fren of yours, but u jus treat me as a normal fren.. Got any problems inside ur heart, u jus don wish to tell me.. I can tell ur, I don have even a good fren to talk my problems with. Maybe people might think i will tell other people bout their problems, so they don wanna tell me anything.. i dunno how to say..
hais, im not a good fren bah.. tats all i can say.
;9:40 AM
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160th postmorning, am in office now.. feel so tired.. din realli have enough sleep last night.. i'm so sleepy now.. i realli don like the feeling of waking up early in the morning for work.. E feeling is so super duper tired.. Hate this feeling. How i wish i can don work, stay at home to do housework, keep my house everyday clean, neat and tidy.. And i can learn how to cook, do some hands things. Sometimes can also do some shopping, buy some household things, and do a little of my shopping.. This is the life i realli wish to have.
Worked everyday, do e same old thing.. Sometimes even have to quarrel with people at work.. Realli so tired. and also sick. Dunno who can i talk to.. Blog is the only place whr i can tell my things. I feel like quitting. But some of e aunty here is quite nice.. Don realli bear to leave this place.. Sis wanted me to change job, she says the wages here very low.. And have to work 5 and a half day.. Realli don have much time to rest and enjoy.. My clique can enjoy now, their exams are over.. They can go out, play till very late, and can even don go back home.. How i wish i can like this too.. No choice, working life is like that..
Went out with wanjun and sally wawa last night, actualli going to newton for stingry, but i suggested going bugis foodcourt instead. But e stall is closed. So we ate curry fish head instead. After having our dinner, wen tot bugis junction a while den head off to marina square k box. sang from about 830 to 11pm. Rushed for the train, actualli wanted to pei wanjun to take e red line, but i took e green line. cos its half the time faster. Reached home around 12, ate some porridge, bathed and head to bed. Realli have fun with wawa and wanjun. Hope to go out together again (: Laiting is coming with us yest actualli. But she got class at night. So she din go. Hope next time she can join us for dinner too. (: Am in office now, so i cant upload photos. Will do so when im free later at home after work..
Still got lotsa housework haven do.. Wash clothes, sweep floor, mop floor, pack my dressing table and computer table and lots and lots haven do. Gonna do this after work when i reach home.. Dunno what to eat for dinner, have to prepare for myself. Maybe eating maggie mee bahs. Kinda use lotsa money nowadays. Shall save from now on. i realli cant use so much money anymore. I should save a little money for myself. For rainy days, for future.. Seriously, i dunno how my future looks like. I cant predict. And i will not know.
Shall stop here. Will update when i reach home later. Provided i mus be free. hahas. Gonna work already. Sians, i jus simply hate working!
Monday, September 6, 2010;7:52 PM
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hello. mc-ed today. got e er xin feeling. feel like vomitting. gastric not feeling very well. got e sour-ish thingy coming out from my mouth. see-ed doc. jus gave me some med and a day mc. second time already. donno if i got wad illness. working tmr. guess gonna work late cos got lotsa things to clear. maybe someone might not be very happy with me, but im realli sick. if u don wanna help me, its okae. at least i quit and don work, tats wad i wan it too. Watch-ed 爱. and bathed. watching 走进走出 now. not very nice though. i like 最火搭档 better. hahas.
meeting clique on fri, to celebrate kay's birthday. they're having exams now, shall wish them best of luck! (: meeting them earlier on fri to do things! hahas.
realli not feeling well. i noe its early. gonna rest soon. nights.
