Tuesday, June 16, 2009;6:42 PM
我在想你.. 
Date: 16.06.09Time: 6.43pm
Second post of the day.. Thinking of 3 years ago de today.. i cut, i cried badly. Just because someone just dumped me.. in real life.. Though its a 3 months relationship.. But i feel lotsa love from you.. And after 2 years plus, i finally noe that.. The day u broke up with me, is the day u started a new relationship with someone.. And you ever told me.. You wont patch with a girl who has a relationship with u before.. But u broke and patch up with her within the 2 years of your relationship.. Luckily there is someone to cheer me up.. But e someone also not very close to me after i told e someone something.. Now i feel that im not Lovable by anyone from the day i was in this world..
Why would i think of all this past? Its in a sudden when my agent called me and says im not being shortlisted by NUH..I dunno why but i cried and think of the past.. My mum will think that im sure a failure.. cos i cant get to work and give her money.. Even if i get to work, I don have enough to give her.. Though my agent told me that she will find another job for me.. but i think its hard.. Just awake from sleep and know that im not shortlisted.. lols. Well, Its an experience for me. I hope i shall noe wad to do next time..
