Wednesday, November 5, 2014;3:32 PM
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218th postSometimes im so sick and tired of living.
At work, always got very angry. Was thinking if this job is suitable for me.
How to calm myself down?
Listen to relaxing music.
We will always bump into many 小人 in the place where we work.
Work with a smiley face but will stab u at your back.
Somtimes you won't even realise.
That he/she betrayed you.
We will still smile back and face the reality.
Thursday, June 26, 2014;5:56 PM
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217th postIt has been a year since i last blogged. Kind of feel like blogging right now.
Today is not my day. Got scolded from a few of customer from morning till now. and the fact is, I am not the cause of your problem! So, why just call and scold me?
Sometimes i just don't understand customers. Called in just to complaint. dahhh. shytty day.
Saw Kay's blog. She wrote, 'Because I don't like my job. Again, who does?' Well, I don't like too. But I'm here for 3 years already. Time flies. Work makes me feel loss. Work sometimes make me can't go out with the people i want.
Hasn't went out with clique for quite some time. And apparently, it broke into 2 groups. How sad. I don't wish to happen. But it did happen. I dunno if im the cause? If yes, Den im very very sorry.
Well, Time's up. Got to go down. Shall blog tomorrow as Boss is not in! Buhbye!
Tuesday, August 27, 2013;5:23 PM
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216th post.
Hi. Im back. Recently have been busy working and visiting my mum. oh ya, my mum was admitted and she have stroke, she was admitted for at least 2 months. hais. i have been chionging from Tuas to Amk to see her, den go back home to Bukit Batok.. Everyday doing the same thing....
Have been busy to buy things, cleaning up my mum's house.. The house is really....... MESSY AND DIRTY! Hais. Thank god i cleared most of it... Bought new furniture and bed for mum... I have to give up my Sat n Sun to my mum already... No one is at home taking care of her, so i have to go back home and take care of her every Sat n Sun... No choice, my sis is pregnant, and my dad is too old.. I have to be responsible and take care of the family...It's not easy for me really, im almost fainting... ALONE doing EVERYTHING.
Work did not go well for me too. Have been so busy, and my manager put me for weekend sale. I have to work weekend and weekday. I dont have much time to rest even when im off.. Cos i still have to visit my mum in hospital...
I was thinking if i should quit to take care of her... But if i have no job, i will not have money to survive... But im seriously physically and mentally tired... I guess no one will know how i feel...
Tuesday, March 19, 2013;4:36 PM
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215th postGuess here will be the only place for me to write ALL my unhappiness and sadness. Working from last time till now, everytime when i complain in FB, people will comment and said that im complaining too much. But who dont complaint? FB is not the place for us to say anything we want to say.. Always got people love to care and comment so much on what i am saying.
I understand now blogs is not in the trend.. But for me, when im sad or angry, i will post everything here... I feel like im like a ball. For people to kick here and there in office. Dont like me? Nevermind, Kick me to another manager. I've been kicked for 4 times already. Just imagine, within almost 2 years. I feel like leaving, but i got no job. no money, how to survive? hais.
Wednesday, February 13, 2013;6:36 PM
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214th postBack to a boring and irritating workplace after having 5 days of long holiday. When i came into showroom today, i feel irritated by tons of email mail-ed by same person. This spoils my day.
Customers here and in Tuas is totally different. Some just loves to lie, some just love to act like rich taitai, some love to use words to spike us.
I really dunno if i should carry on like this. Dunno wad i wan and dunno what i am doing. I feel so much like resigning and leave this place forever. I feel like taking a long long long break. I even dont feel like working. I feel like i wanna give up everything.
I am seriously sick and tired being in the same workplace, same environment, same people. And always piss me off. Take me for granted, 1 person doing 2 jobs with 1 pay. Im a cheap employee yah? yes. SUPER CHEAP!
I wanna leave. I wanna leave. I wanna leave!!!!!!
Monday, January 28, 2013;1:10 PM
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213 postA new year started.
And bad news start to spread. 'Ge Tai' Ah Nam passed away. Did not expect he would pass on so early. He's Singaporean's '开心果' . Heard many bad comments about him. He was a ah long runner. He owes Ah Long a lot of money. When Ah Long heard that he strike 4D, They would wait for him at the Ge Tai for him to pay up his debts. He love to gamble, He took drugs before.
He slept for less den 5 hours 1 day. People thinks that he took drugs just because he slept only few hours a day. People is judging him by his cover. Yes, he is a Gangster, Ah Long, Bad guy. Owe money, Love to gamble. But as a Father, He took up the responsibility to feed his 3 girls by earning lots of money. Sing Ge Tai, taking up movies, singing in lounge, just to support his 3 daughters to U. Read his FB. Many people post in his fb and says that, Ah Nan always tell me not to do bad things, don't do tatto. Which he regretted everything now. He taught youngsters to be a good person, And did not want anyone to be like him. He always talk to the audience when he is on stage, saying, must take care of health, exercise, what is good what is bad..
But what makes me feel sad is, some people just judge the book by his cover. He always do his best to earn money for his kids for their fees. Even though he isn't happy, he will still make people laugh. He's just like a clown. When he feel pain, gastric pain, chest pain, who knows? I guess no one can see his sad face at all. I just feel that he is very '伟大'. Thousands of people sent him for his last journey. This prove that all of them respect him. Lost him is a miss. I respect him and i wish he would rest in peace. I regretted not going to see his performance. Thought i seldom go, but i know he is really a nice guy. Poor him.
Hope he can re-born, and in future, be in our life again to make us laugh. Show us his happy and smiley face. We will always remember him. Miss him in the bottom of our heart. Rest in Peace.
Am still working in Tanglin now. I feel that people love to take things for granted. Like what my colleague says, 'Once its yours, Forever its yours.' This is what i agreed too. Thought of moving on to another job, But i did not know what job should i look for. I feel like learning manicure, But some people give me comments. If you wanna be a manicurist, You must have your nail healthy and nice. Which mine is not.
I sometimes wonder, If only i can learn, and do my own business. How good would that be. People have their own thinking of what they want, But i do not know what i want. I just feel useless when people say bad comments when i really interested to learn on something new.
I wonder, Why can so many people endure so many years in a company and why can't we? Seriously, I am sick and tired of what i am doing right now. They don't appreciate me. Take me for granted. I work as Salesperson and Admin at the same time. Sometimes i even can't concentrate till i lost 2 chqeue.
I feel like resting for sometime, But i can't. I really wish i could take a break.
Thursday, November 22, 2012;1:36 PM
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212th postHi guys...... im back to blog after 1 month..... hais... I am now working.. Manager wants me to report to work at Tanglin for the whole of December and January... Admin cum Sales... Always like that... Have to do the jobs that people left over... And pay is freaking low... I don't have the heart to stay on anymore... If its not for bonus, I wont stay till now...
Planning my Taiwan trip next year April... Going there to watch Japanese Troupe and to play in Taiwan.. Looking forward... But money? I have to find ways to get it... Bought the tickets for the Jap Troupe... Cost me $680 for 4 tickets... Have to return sis $1000 plus this month end... I was thinking what should i eat for the rest of the days when im in Tanglin.. Ahhhhh shyt. I hate this feeling.
Have to go meeting later.....
