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2011-09-23T08:53:00.003+08:00

Good Morning peeps~ (: Im in office now with a sleepy face. Lols. Nothing much to do today, and i don feel like coming to work today. Its super sians! Every morning, i will be the 1st one to reach office, as the other staffs works at 9am. But they have to work during weekends.

Going for chalet tonight. Celebrate ShanWei's birthday. 21st. The girls are staying overnight, but have to leave early. 1st bus. Its like, oh man. Thats so early. Just checked streetdirectory.com. If i wanna travel there by bus, it takes 2 hours to reach there. So long can?! -.-

Dunno if i got programs before going chalet. If yes, I might reach chalet round midnight. I feel like going pub tonight though :/ Gonna find someone to go with me. And i wanna drinkkkkkkkkkk! Chivas is <3 !

Alright, just a random post for the day, will update more tmr? Heheh. See ya peeps (:

2011-09-22T10:56:00.002+08:00

201st post.

Morning. Just got scolded from a warehouse supervisor. Hais. All this things, its the one above me instructed me to call your guys to do things. Its not i wan them to do. And u blamed me for not sending the manpower request. I dont think there is a need to send a manpower request form jus to clean 2 lamps? Wad kinda thing is this? And all of you blame it on me. Im tired. Of getting scolded and helping people to do things. In e end all become my fault. I thought ure the best warehouse supervisor i've ever seen. But, u prove me wrong today.

Am still thinking if i wanna go for chalet tmr. I feel like going to pub again. I wanna drink till i drunk. Den i wont think so much.

2011-09-21T14:30:00.002+08:00

200th post.

Hello. I've reached my 200th post! Weee. Am in my office now. My eye hurts now. Dunno why, like my eye suddenly swollen. Tired. Argh.

I slept early last night. At around 10pm. Early right? But im still so tired waking up in the morning. I wanted to take mc but. I've taken too much mc. So, i drag myself to work. Working is really not easy. Tired, stress, lotsa problems coming in. Though i only come out to work for 2 years, I really felt very very tired already. Every month end, salary comes in. And the very next day, My bank has totally not much left. Savings, parents, buying my own stuffs, topping up ez link cards, all these needs money. I dunno wad actually does we work for.

Clique says going genting next year May. Sis says okay, but i have to save up. Its like kinda hard though. Nv went overseas before. How i wish i can go. Esp with my loved ones. I guess that will be really really romantic. I think its hard, really hard.

I hope my clique wont treat each other so cold no matter what happens. I don wan bcos of something or somewhat, our clique becomes cold. That is not what we all wants. Right? I know somehow, i create lotsa troubles. Make ur worry. And sometimes, sad. And also, stress. I will try not to tell you girls about my things anymore. I don wanna trouble you. I don wanna stress you. I just want a happy clique. Can we be like last time? like how we laugh, spend time, enjoy together?

People says, there are no ugly girls. But there is only lazy girls. Is that something true about me? I wanna be pretty too. But i dunno how to? I makeup, but i don seem to look pretty. I buy new clothes, i don seem to look pretty either. Im always so envy looking at pretty girls, with nice makeup and nice clothes, they look really great. But me? Im nothing.

Went to pub on Monday. A totally different pub. Its nice. And its beautiful! E people there are so friendly and cute! How i wish i could go again. (: Drank quite a lot of chivas. Reached home a bit giddy. Bathed and just jump onto my bed. But i admit, When u drink beer/alcohol, You will have a really really nice sleep throughout the night. I mean it! I wanna drink, I wanna drink everyday! Can I? It just feels so good!

Well, As usual, I gonna go back home after work, bathe, eat dinner, and sleep early. Im too tired nowadays. I need some sleep.

2011-09-20T19:59:00.002+08:00

Hello. I think i haven blogged for few days le bah. Haha. Listening to emo music now. Sometimes i think, why do people need love? what does love mean? what is love for? why does the world thinks that gays/lesbians is not normal? when a short hair girl and a long hair girl walk together, people will start to comment, den everyone in the world will know. And when a long hair girl walk with a long hair girl, no one will comment, even though they hold hands. But actually, they are lesbians.

Why are there hurts, heartbreaks, silly actions in love? Why does people cry when the person he/she loves leaves them? Why sometimes, he/she will cut themselves to relieve their pain? Love is really a hard thing to say.

Love, is a very odd thing. Love is blind.

I really had a hard time, forgetting all my past. And of cos, some helped me, getting through all my pain. But now, i think im no different from the guys i knew last time. im just a bitch. Someone just reminded me today. Till now, im still thinking. I hate myself so fcuking much.

Why some people noes that they did things wrongly, they continue, why?

Lotsa question jus pop up in my mind.

And all i can think about is you,
the way you say you love me too.

2011-09-14T11:48:00.000+08:00

198th post. {c0unting d0wn to my 200th post!}

Hello peeps! Was trying all ways to post all this photos here the whole morning! I can finally update my blog now (:

Well, I promised to update my blog with Kay's belated celebration yest! Hehe. Met them after work at Orchard Mrt, and waited for kay for quite long! x: We were damn hungry already! Haha.. Finally Kay reached orchard.. We gave her a present 1st, den we walked to paragon to have our dinner! We talked and laughed all the way (:

And.....

Ta-da! Ding Tai Fung! Was So excited going in and have a good meal! Because, This is the 1st time im having DTF ! Heard from them that the food there quite nice. (: Waited for quite a moment for the seat. While waiting, That "Wrong Channel" started ordering what she wants. She told us that she ordered total of 9 items in the menu! And i was like, so shocked!

And this is wad we all had. (: Looks nice? Hehe. I love the Yam Xiao Long Bao ESP! And also the "鸳鸯 xiao long bao"! Its combination of Yam and Red bean inside! That was so superbbbbbb delicious! Loves. And i also liked the 八宝饭! Its so unique! I guess i gonna go DTF when i get my pay during month end! Hehe!

And after dinner, As usual, TOILET, PHOTOS! Wahahha! That is our clique's standard procedure! Took some photo with the rose too! Hehe. Try to take photos from polaroid camera, and found one person to help us to take the photo.. And guess wad?! The photo came out, without Shihui inside! Omg. Waste a film loh. -.-

Well, hope WanJun enjoyed her celebration with us! And its also her 1st time at DTF! I will go DTF again, because, Its superbbbbbbbbbb! (: Waiting for WanJun to upload photos.. Hehe. WanJun, Hope ur like ur present ah! And also, Happy 21st Belated Birthday! :D Stay happy and cute always okay! Our clique will never be separated! Loves. (:

2011-09-13T08:59:00.000+08:00

197th postttt.

Yo morning peeps, am in office now, sorry! promised to continue post yest but forgotten! Was too tired when i reach home.. So i gonna upload todayy. Metup with Mr Norman Liew and IQD peeps last friday, nice date indeed. 09.09.2011 (: at the moment when i saw Mr Liew, I was so shocked ! Cos, he gain losta weight! Shanwei says his neck suddenly became so short. Lol. Its like, almost 4 years since we last saw him? He's doing well, working in a bank now, but kinda tiring, everyday work till 10pm plus, and gonna wakkie at 6am. That's tough. But, i wanna thank him for making time for us to meetup, and realli treasured e times when we're with him. We chatted alot, and he was asking,were we studying or working. When it comes to my turn, I told him im working in Tuas. Kinda shock yah? lol. And something hit on my head when i hear him asking me this. "So, U don wanna continue studying?" Guess wad was my answer? I said, No. And he nv give any comments. But I know i cant do well in studies, so i chose not to study. Mr Liew, If my Accounting 1st year is without you, I dunno how can i continue to study on. U nv give me up on teaching cos u noe i got no background of Accounting knowledge. And i manage to pass basic accounting year one. Even since you left, clique is my greatest support. Without them, there wont be me sitting in office today. Mayb i'll be doing retail jobs? for the rest of my life? hahha. Well, lets not talk much, Show u people some photos for the gathering (:

I noe this might a bit blur, hehe. (:

the 5 of us (:

Cheers to our future (:

I guess Mr Norman is observing someone special (:

Oh well, i dunno why is it so blur. Haha. (:

Shall continue with my post (: Realli, Mr Norman is really some teacher special to me. My 1st ever Accounting teacher, I learn my 1st step of Accounting from him, and he nv fail to make me practice and practice till i pass my exams. And, i got the Accounting Cert jus bcos you, and my clique helping me all along, Thanks peeps. (:

Working life is boring. Really, boring. Cant go out chill in e afternoon, cant take afternoon naps, cant do wadeva i wan at home in the afternoon. Life is like this. No work, equals, no money. No money, equals, cannot spend, cannot give to parents, cannot save for future/ emergencies. Waking up early everyday morning is a torture! I always feel like taking MC, or leave. Cos, i really need my sleep! I jus found out, I must makeup whenever when i go out to have gathering or wadsoeva. Cos, my dark circles is from bad to worst! omg. ): I wanna get rid of it! Hehe.

Going out with clique tonight for Wanjun's birthday celebration dinner. My 1st time trying Ding Tai Fung. Dunno nice not. Shall post more when i get back home tonight, or tomorrow in office. (:

Boss's daughter give me lotsa things to do le.. Gonna go, post lata (: byebye!

2011-09-12T15:33:00.000+08:00

196th post.

Ps. Please don read my post if you feel boring reading it. Just click the close window button and get out of here! Ty (:

中秋节快乐！可是我今天一点也不快乐!

今天是被骂的好日子. Kena scold, kena shoot almost by everyone in the office.

1) Bought home cooked food to office. And, kena shoot. "U confirm this container can put inside microwave oven hor?" I told her friendly. "yah, sure can one."

2) A document has already done a credit note, and i noe its my mistake for not e-filing and updating the sales record. But. U don have to say this. " I next time wont do all this thing for u all already." I never answer her cos i respect her. I just scold her deep inside me. "U DON DO LOH! UR STOCK NOT TALLY ALSO NOT MY FCUKING PROBLEM."

3) Boss's daughter named Darryl. Scold me this and that. Said that when i do things, i nv ask from top till bottom. I just do as said and i don even bother to ask about it. Its not i don wanna ask. Its. I nv thought of it to ask, I jus help u to do things. NOT doing all the SHIT FOR U!

Well. Im like this. Just sack me if you want. I know you can find a better person. I know my position hired lotsa people, and they cant manage to do it. But why am i here for 4 months already? And im still doing things like SHIT?!

~~Continue when i get back home tonight. Will post pictures of IQD gathering. And Mr Norman. Post more later. Gonna work alr. Goodbye.~~

2011-09-05T09:15:00.000+08:00

Hey morning peeps~ Am in office now.. I sprained my neck while im sleeping?! Din sleep well last night.. When i woke up this morning, I feel so pain! And actualli wanted to take MC.. As im taking leave tmr, i don wan ppl to talk bad about me. Says i tmr on leave, today mc.. Lotsa gossipers around here. -.-

Actualli i took leave tmr cos i got something on, And suddenly cancelled. So tmr is my sleeping day! Hahaha. I feel like going back to ITE tmr, who wanna go with me? I miss some teachers so much, I miss school's food too! Someone pls pei mi go back school?! haha. Well, meeting sis later for japanese food at bishan! Heheheh. Hope it will b delicious. (:

AND! I wanna get iphone ): But sis say i cannot take data plan.. Cos, if i ever exceed the limit, it will become so damn exp that she cannot afford! Hai, I think i cant take data plan at all. Even wanna get an iphone also hard. But i also think of Samsung Galaxy S II.. Cos, iphone cannot bluetooth unless its iphone to iphone, and iphone drains bettery. And Samsung Galaxy S II, I thought of taking that, cos its Iphone killer! And, it has a main page while iphone does not have one. Arghhh. Dunno which to take. And i cant take data plan. -.- Mayb i should think of Hi card with internet access. :p But buying the phone itself is very exp! ): Shall think of buying phone when i get my bonus :p

Meeting up wanjun tmr, she plan to go orchard, but im broke! Feel like going for a good shopping tmr. But, I m broke! ): I wanna buy dress, shoes! Makeup! I shall dream for these then. Lols.

Tired! I don feel like working! I wanna slp ~ ENDURE! Tmr jiu ke yi slp dao ni shuang liao :p ! Heheh!

Im glad i've got sucha good clique! Loves <3

2011-09-02T09:13:00.000+08:00

Morning peeps, my 1st post for September! (: Felt so tired today, i slept at 3am and woke up at 630am.. Was planning not to go work today and wanted to take mc to sleep.. But i cant! Cos im already on leave on 6th sep! Therefore, I have to drag myself out of my bed and says, today is friday! U can sleep all u wan after work! And so, i woke up, dress up and out for work.. Slept in the company transport is like a must to me everyday! I dunno why can i be sooooooo tired, but im realli tired! Almost slept till forgot to alight the transport. :p And im yawning now ~ Lols. Shall wash my face and get up for work! :p

Meeting up ITE mates and Mr Norman, 1st year Accounting and form teacher next friday! Its like.. Almost 3 years i din see him?! Oh my, thats so long! Actualli i got work at night next friday, So i pushed it away. And am looking forward for e gathering on friday! Happy (:

I promised myself to go back home to sleep after work even without having dinner.. Cos, im too tired! Btw, wanjun! Wanna date me at my house tonight? wahahha. I noe ure meeting ur baby later :D

I've be in Domicil for 3 months plus already, It seems so long already.. But its oni 3 months! Now the work here im quite familiar already.. But sometimes when im busy, i might tend to forget everything! Cant i be clever just a bit? lol.

I guess i might be too tired to blog right now, mayb will continue tonight or tmr... Alright, have to work now, see ya peeps..

Imma lazy bum (:

2011-08-31T11:17:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps! I guess my blog gonna rot soon though. Hahas. I cant post pictures becos im at work (: And im kinda lazy to work, so i came to blogger and post this. :p And also! SH requested me to make a blog post, cos, I nv updated for so long! x:

Well, Let me start off with, Sherlin! Well, She comes back to SG for about 2 weeks already. Met up with her after she came back. Received the birthday present from her. A pinky dress! But im so sad that i can fit in, BUT, i cant zip it up! ): I must definitely lose some weight for this dress! Haha, though i noe its not possible. And also got a hello kitty mirror from her. I just simply love these presents she bought for me. Thanks darl! I think, Our clique must take some neoprint with you someday alright! cos from the day u came back, we don have a chance to do that! :)

And i noe i keep repeating this, but i still have to say this! TSH! listen up! THANKS THANKS THANKS! For helping me, talking to me, advising me of what should i do and wad should i not do. When Sherlin is off to Shanghai, YOU! are the one, who always cared and listen to me. Though i noe im a bit noisy :p I always feel like crying happily cos i have such a wonderful friendship with you girls! I noe sometimes i don listen to you, and keep deciding things for myself and its bad, i noe i did wrong. Sorry! And i wanna take this chance to apologise to my lovely clique, Sorry, for all the wrong doings, and ignored the advice u all gave me, and yet, u girls still treat me so good, Im realli so touched.

Played audition this few weeks, but im not that active though. Get to know this cpl, Hes kinda sweet at first. Well, guys are all e same. Haha! Let me tell you more about this guy. I know him for few weeks, at that point of time, he has a cpl. And its was at e 4th ring. Kinda high though, and i nv got it before. And i dunno why, i got this feeling that we will become cpl. We played few days together, and for some reasons, his gf, asked for a breakup. so, they broke up. And shanwei called me, while im working, telling me that he is online and that he is single now.. So i dunno why, i took e effort to rush back home just to cpl him.. And finally, we cpl-ed. Even till now, we're still cpl.. From the day we cpl-ed, he hasn't go onto audi till now.. And i met him in real life too. He was kinda good at 1st, send me back home, and make sure im safe. But when times comes by, I realli think that he treat me like an ATM machine. Asked me for top up his phone at 1st, den called me to borrow gim 20 bucks, and, buy lunch for him, and also ciga for him. And last 3 days, he said that his friend wanna borrow 200 bucks from me.. and asked when im getting my pay.. And everytime we chat on phone, Im e one who called him, And my bill is like gonna explode anytime.. I was like.. so disappointed and sad.. Is getting a good cpl in audi hard? Why everyone can do that, but why not me? I stopped contacting him yest. And he missed called me 5 times last midnight.. I din pick up.. I realli feel bad though. But, hope i can control my feelings towards him.. Well, lets not say this den (:

Working this few days at night. Working office in the day, and workin in opera troupe at night.. Kinda tired. Realli don feel like working today, And im dragging myself out of my comfy bed. ): I can sleep more on the weekends though! :D Sorry that i have a boring post.. cos i cant upload pictures as im at work! x: Will do that soon, and lots of pictures have yet to upload! Shall do that someday. (: Okay, its lunch! Shall continue if im still free after lunch! :) See ya peeps! Hope my blog post wont make you fall asleep! :p

2011-08-13T17:32:00.000+08:00

Hello :D In office on a Saturday ~ And im so bored till i wanna sleep.. Going off work in another 30 mins ~ Tonight going Bliss Cafe at amk to eat dinner with my beloved friends!

Boo. Im sleepy. Should i sleep early tonight? So tired. But i feel like playing audi till morning! Haha. Tmr wanjun is coming back from shanghai! And we meeting her on monday ~ Wee! Is like, 5 months nv see her ler? I think i already forgotten her phone number. Lols! Hope we can still be like as close like last time ~ Any problems, talk together ~

Btw, Sh has been caring for me when wanjun is not around in singapore ~ U girls are just so awesome! Having friends like u all is a big 'Treasure'! Cos, Understanding friends, clique are realli so hard to find in this world ! I only have one clique, and that is u all!

We can't give up on anyone of us alright? Till old, we must still contact each other ~ Till old, we find some time to come out for high tea? Haha! We still got a long way to go, Jiayyous for ur studies! And u all must have a good future! ? Don be like me, come out work as admin, and don intend to study anymore, Its like a waste. And i dunno wad should i study ~ So, No choice, have to work ~

So, don be like me alright! (: Hahas, gonna off work soon ~ See u! Enjoy ur weekends babe! <3

And lastly, I wanna thank you girls! I love you all! Looking forward to our outing and the stayover at my place! Weee :D

2011-07-15T18:23:00.001+08:00

Hello ~ So long nv post ler, I guess you guys gonna remove me from ur blog soon.

Am still in office now and its 624pm now, waiting for bao to fetch me cos we gonna work at teck whye tonight. I feel so tired that i wanna lie down and slp. Don have enough rest. Always busy non-stop for work. Today got scolded by 2 persons. I thought today will be a happy friday but im wrong. The people who scolded me spoils my mood for the whole day. Instead, every friday they make me pissed off.

They are like getting on my nerves now. It seems like slowly everything needs me to do. I mean, its like, not my job i also have to do. Order food, Always i am the one ordering. I got angry, den everyday i brought my own food to work. Bring my own food also kena say. Someone said. 'Vivian, Have u check this container can be use for microwave?' I said, i nv check. Ok, like that i can accept, but when she shoot another word out of her mouth, i got so angry. She said 'U noe like that, u nv check n put inside, other people heating up their food when they eat ler will get CANCER leh! You young u dunno lah.' I mean, is it realli so serious? CANCER? oni one time can strike CANCER? Den wad do u think? Should i not bring anything to heat up and don eat?

Hate it. Birthday is nearing and i kept got scolded by people. Work load makes me stress. Headache. I dunno if i can tolerate anymore.

I dunno wad should i study. I dunno where should i go.

Btw, gonna go work soon. Tired day. I wanna sleep early tonight.

Maybe this can cheer me up a lil. (:

Byebye.

2011-06-24T13:28:00.000+08:00

Hello, im here again! haha, Im so damn sleepy, last night slept at 330am plus.. Woke up late at 740am.. My transport run liaos.. Haha. Tot of taking mc but cant! I was so slpy yest that i can even sleep when im on bike! I noe its dangerous though. But im realli tired!

im too tired to blog.. Blog when im free! haha. Byeee!

TGIF!

2011-06-22T10:28:00.000+08:00

Morning, Dear all~ Im now alone in office busy doing work.. Kinda feel fcuked-up this days at work. I noe i have to tolerate, but things are getting on my nerves. I haven finish my things, and u keep asking me, 'do this liao ma?? do that liaos ma?' Fed up. Should i say at least is better den VenderMac? I dunno, don wanna think so much for now.

Taking leave on 5th and 19th of July. Going to do things on 5th and going to rest on 19th. I don wanna come to work on my birthday to get scolded from ppl.. Might be meeting with clqiue on 23rd to celebrate my belated and shihui's advance birthday. I feel that is kinda fun to celebrate together. Being with clique, can forget all my unhappiness, cos they make me smile throughout the whole night. (:

Love, its not easy. Wad i learn from Love? I learn how to not to love the person 100%. cos by loving and giving in 100% of love isn't worth it. From my point of view, no matter is relationship, or same sex relationship makes no difference. The guy will actualli dump the girl when he feels so tired, of the girl. But girls, giving in 100% of love and gets nothing in return. What they get is hurt, cry, committing suicide. And the guy will actualli don care for wad the girl do. Cos they noe, time can heal, and they noe, no such girls will do stupid for them. I hate it. I wont go into relationship. It doesn't matter if im having a relationship now or not. I wont go into any relationship anymore. No matter how e person says, how much he love me, or how can i make him wait for me, or wadsoeva, nothing gonna change me from now. Im heartless without blood. Hate me with all you wan.

Actualli tot of getting mc today as im damn too tired. I slept at close to 3am. and woke up at 640am. its less den 4 hours of sleep. Should i get a part time job instead? im too lazy to work. I jus wanna stay at home, enjoying life. But i noe its hard as my family is not so rich, i gonna pay for lotsa things. i cant afford to quit. Shall see how it goes, don get things on my nerves. If not, i wont be in this company anymore again. And wish u all HAPPY FINDING NEW GIRL AGAIN.

2011-06-05T19:03:00.000+08:00

Hello. (: Back.. It has been a month plus since i last posted on this blog. I noe its dead. Haha. Reason why i nv update blog is cos im busy. Started work in early May. Domicil. Don kinda like the feeling in new company cos im not use to it. Many many things to do. And nid to wake up early to catch the bus at westmall. Time working till 6pm is realli long. Can fall asleep when doing work. And after 6pm, Gonna catch bus back to bbatok. By the time i reach bbatok, its around 645pm. Kinda late yah. Its almost a month since i was in Domicil. I still cant adapt a new life in Domicil. Miss ex colleagues from VenderMac instead. Did i regret leaving there? Not regret is bcos, Good pay, 5 days. Regretted bcos, don like the feeling thr. Dunno if i will stay long here. Nid to work weekends from 10am to 6pm from 18 June onwards. Damn sians to the max can. -.-

Falling sick this days. Dunno why. And ever since i work here, i felt so damn tired. Feel like slping anytime in office. I don like the feeling in office. I don wanna stay in office and eat, i wanna go out for lunch. Should i change job again? I noe every work is stress. But i don like to stay in office for lunch, and i don like the feeling when im there. Im so tired. Having problem with family. E last time why i cried so badly when im meeting clique, is cos, sis said things that are really hurtful. That I cried whole day, whole night. Ahh. Don say anymore. I gonna cry again soon.

I miss my clique. Miss wanjun. She has been in Shanghai for 3 months already. Time pass so slow. I miss going out with her. Miss her listening to me nag and nag over things. And Shihui, When wanjun is in Shanghai, She is like taking over all the responsibilities from wanjun. She talks to me, ask if im ok. Always wants me to feel ok. Telling me wad is right, wad is wrong. Chat with me when im bored. And of cos, when we go out, ailin, shanwei, felicia, do care for me too. Thanks. Im so fortunate. I noe thr is still love and care in this world.

Well, i think i gonna stop here. Wanna watch show le. byebye.

2011-04-23T09:44:00.000+08:00

Hello :) Am at work now.. Counting down for my last day in VenderMac.. Found a job at HTL International Pte Ltd, and is also called Domicil Pte Ltd.. Pay is of cos better.. And benefits is a lot a lot much better~ Of cos, i will miss some of my colleagues here.. Especially those warehouse aunties.. (: They had been taking care of me, and talk to me :) I will come back and visit u people ok! :D

Not feeling well again nowadays, no voice, few days liao.. Hope i feel better (:

Ok! Update later! And i promise to change blogskin when im home later! Going bugis after work! weee :D

2011-04-11T10:27:00.000+08:00

Took leave today. Many things happened this days. At 1st i got the intention to quit this job. Sis tells me to go yahoo! to search for government jobs. And found that there is a website Monster.com . So i went into it and created a account. Updated my resume. And the next day, many agencies called me. Finalli thr is one calls me out to interview. The company name is HTL international. Kinda big company located at Tuas. Doing leather sofas. And finalli, im shortlisted. I was thinking of weather to quit or not. Cos e people here some are sooooo nice. But some, are.. -.- .

Doesnt wanna leave this company de.. But they are taking me for granted. No matter wad they asking, i mus answer for it. But sometimes i was thinking. Its carefree to work there. cos sometimes can play comp, chit chat, eat. Thats e good point oni i guess? Lols. I kept weather or not to decide to take up the job. Cos, i don wanna start all over again. New place, new work, new people. But, its impossible for me to stay in this company for so many years.

I've worked here for 1 year 3 months plus. A lot of things happened. And i learn lotsa things too. Wad i learn from this job is not to easily believe in others. When says wanna quit, means quit. Don let people take adventage of you. And when u work for ur 1st job, and u work in a small company, get a year of experience will do. If u think ur employer and the people there isnt good. or many problems.. After getting a year of experience, try to get a bigger company and better benefits. Thats wad i learn after working for a year plus.

And lastly, i decided to take up e job.. As e pay is so much better, and also e benefits is a lot better too.. 1.5k, 14days leave, 14 days mc, 13 months bonus, varible bonus depending on performance, 5 days work and also nearer to Bao's office. So sometimes i can work ot and take her bike home. Though i have to start all over again, Im scared. But i have to be strong.. =/

Not feeling well this days. Tired, and also stomache. Went toilet lotsa times. Guess i ate something wrong. Im wondering, why does a relationship, always ending up girls always got hurt? For a reason that is not a reason to break up. Do u noe how we feel? To love, its easy. To let go, its hard. After breaking up, u still think of e person. But do e person still miss u? U wont noe. I guess i wont go into any relationship if i don have one now..

Meeting shihui this friday to talk.. I love my clique.. They are always there for me when i need them.. No matter wad... And meeting clique next friday, PH to celebrate felicia birthday.

To SH: Thanks! for caring for me everyday. Saw my fb, and ask wads happening to me. Talk to me and make me feel better.. I guess we're more closer den before now! Though i cant get over with this thing now, I will still try my best! I will be strong.. Thanks!

And for someone who cared for me in silence. Thanks. I wont be so silly animore. Well. Gonna stop here. Going to Tanjong Pargar Agency to sign something den to Tuas to sign contract. Hope i will have a better future? (:

2011-03-09T20:59:00.000+08:00

Hello~ Haven blogged for sometime ler.. Busy working and spending some time with clique.. WanJun fly off to shanghai ler.. Wish that everything will go smooth for her.. Looking forward to her reutrn and our next outing together! This days, i can realli see my clique is realli taking care of me.. Scare if anything happen to me.. Thanks.. Seriously, i don have so much close fren to even care for me before.. I've not regretted going to accounting course.. But at 1st i did regretted cos accounting was not my choice.. Reason why i nv regret cos i noe a lot of good frens in my class! And, i have a clique who realli care for me.. Noeing that i failed my accounts, they are there to help mi always.. And when i have problems, they will also be there for me..

This few months, something is troubling me. I sad, and i cried. I cut and i cut. My stomach at least got 30 cuts.. I realli don feel pain at all.. I dunno why... My clique told me not to do.. But i cant control myself.. But now i have to learn and stand up.. I must be strong..

Clique stayed over at my house, and we had fun together.. And i last time i saw wanjun was on our Farewell Dinner and Stayover at my place.. She gave me a hello kitty wallet, love it so much! Thanks darl. Noeing that u gonna fly off, we feel realli sad.. And i feel so bad i cant go and send u off today.. Cos i have to work.. And i noe i will cry.. A close fren have to leave singapore for 6 months... For me, its realli so long.. But we will still wait for u to come back! Must take good care of urself! 我们会很想你的！

Hahs. Shihui says i din post for so long ler.. Today came back home early from work, so i can blog for a while.. Hahas. Alright. Got to go. Will blog if im free. Hehes. Byebye.

2011-02-20T11:57:00.000+08:00

Its almost 12pm now, and im sitting down here crying. It realli hurts me when u replied me this, 'im realli not suitable or ready to go into any relationship. I really got no time for relationship. It realli stress and i cant bretahe. Im someone who put career as priority and when im busy i can ignore everything and everyone. I don wish to drag u further.' Ure letting go just like this.. but do u noe how i feel? I noe is wrong for me to do this, and i didnt noe, e last time i will see u is 25 jan 2011.. From there, everthing changed. Im having sleepless nights, i cried all day long, even when im at work, i cant concentrade, i even went toilet to cry. and i bought penknife e following sat, give myself a gd 21 love cuts on my stomach. U should noe, how much u mean to me. but, ure jus letting go like this, i dunno if u will feel hurt or wad, but do u noe how im feeling? oni giving myself love cuts can give me less pain. E pain cant be cured, unless u still cares for me. People tells me, don cut bcos its not worth to do it, but when ure in my situation, u will noe, cutting, will make u less painful.

All i wan, is to be with u again. nothing else.

2011-02-16T00:28:00.000+08:00

Hi. Its 1230am now. Tmr working in the day and in the night. It means, whole day. Seriously, If i tell u, im happy nowadays, im lying. Im not happy. Not happy. This few days, many people, may feel im a nuisance, annoying, disturbing. I admit. Im a bad person. Today, one fren avoid me completely. And also. Someone. I dunno why. U suddenly treat me like this. I feel so helpless. I said a Hi to you. And u replied on 12.20am, 'I already say leave me alone. Cant u leave me alone? I don wan end up blocking u in msn and facebook.' When i saw that, i feel like crying. My tears are dripping out already. But, did u noe? And i jus asked u on 12.23am, 'Just bcos of that msg, u hated me till now. ok, i shall leave u alone.' And u replied on 12.25am, 'Don assume. Its not bcos of that msg. The problem lies on me. Just leave me alone thats all. Thanks. Bye.' And i was thinking. Wad problem lies on u den? Why cant u just tell me? Making me worried. Thinking of not contacting u even a moment, already making me feel so uneasy already.. How am i gonna live.. like this? I lost 2 person in just a day.. Pro right? Hahas.

Working, makes me feel like hell too. Boss says me. Boss added jobs for me. I cant take it. My frens, all can enjoy. Watch movie, shopping. But me? I have to work. And i work, my money will be gone from the moment i get my pay. Pay this, pay that. Give here, give there. Im so stress. Im overstress.

I feel like i gonna break down anytime. Cry. Till my eyes dry. Eyes swollen. So many things happened from the day you treat me like this. A really bad nightmare for me. I cant take it anymore. I realli cannot. I guess, if i got depression now, i will......... How stupid of me to think of that right? Hahas. Cos im just feeling. Many people, is avoiding me. Started to hate me. Maybe im a person. Who is bad, bad tempered. I jus can say, Useless me, Helpless me, Stupid me. Thats all.

2011-02-13T11:54:00.000+08:00

Almost a month since i last updated my blog. Its sunday today, And i woke up so early. I cant sleep well. Everything never goes well for me in 2011. System in office struck by lighting, cpu cant on, it means we have to do everything manually. Ot 3 hours yest. But still tons of work haven finish. 1st thing in e last morning, missed bus, everything jus don goes well for me. I've workload more added by boss again. Im jus wondering, why. Since u, Sales Manager, arranged delivery so many years already. Why are u still pushing all this to me? You think im very free? I jus don understand. Why every company, must have a bad person thr. Wad good do they receieve when they do things bad? Hais. Im over stressed. Things cant finish. But luckily, i got a good manager. A new manager who jus join us. Ask me if i can handle, I frankly told him everything. Im not thousand hand, i cant finish everything. Print price tags, do consignment, do deliveries, give orders to warehouse ppl. I cant do everything all by myself. I cant take it, anymore.

Love, realli make either one person sad, useless, angry. I guess, no one is willing to hear to me anymore. Tired of it bahs. Maybe in my life, i cannot find someone who truly loves me. No one. Every promises are meant to be broken? There no true love in this world? Im wondering, why some people, can cut themselves jus bcos of one person? And dunno if e person truly love them a not?

If i have e courage, i don wanna be in this world. I wanna live in my own world. Without anyone there. Im tired. Everything in this world is making me so tired. I cant tolerate. I cant take it.

I hope now, theres someone to care for me. But, i guess there wont be anyone.

2011-01-17T13:32:00.001+08:00

Hi. 3rd post for 2011?

Guess from the start of my 2011 post, im not happy. Even till now. Im troubled. Feeling useless. Dunno wad to do. And, no one to talk to. Feel like breaking down. Seriously, I don think my life is that good. Having this kinda problem is not wad i wans. No one noes.

Suicide, is a stupid way of solving things. Everyone says that. Even i myself says that too. But seriously, When the problems got into you, you will noe how it feels.. People tells me, Its not worth, committing suicide for this kinda problem is not worth. But u will noe the feeling when it comes.

Im not happy. Just not happy.

2011-01-16T00:51:00.000+08:00

Feel damn useless. Make ppl don believe me, anymore. Im a liar, always a liar. I damn hate myself. Damn fcuking hate it. No one will believe me anymore. Not anymore. Frens will leave me, everyone will leave me. Should i jus go home straight after work? Don go any fcuking places? I dunno wad to do. Go, just go ahead and hate me. btw no one gonna believe me now. I can jus go n die. JUMP DOWN N DIE. Im tired. Seriously. Fcuking pissed.

2011-01-01T16:35:00.001+08:00

1st post for 01.01.2011! Afternoon.. Slept till bout 3pm today, so shiok, don have to work.. New day, New beginning. At home, nth to do..

I try hard not to feel emo.. But i realli cant do that..

My wish for 2011,
1. Go for a longgg holiday trip.
2. More clothes..
3. I can doll up like others, be more pretty..
4. Pay Increase
5. Wish dad will feel better...
6. Have more money to spend n no worries!

I'll try to be happy, So pls make me happy! :) Shall blog later (:

2010-12-24T19:57:00.000+08:00

Evening. Tmr is christmas, and today is christmas eve. And i will stay at hme, No meet ups, no nothing. Had a little fun in office. Angel bought fruit cake for christmas. Few of them bought christmas present. Shall show it to u all (: Worked full day, but went back bit early, as today i quite free. (:

For more photos, pls go my fb (: I don have e mood for christmas. But, i wanna wish all readers a Merry Merry Christmas and A Happy New Year. (:

Hmms, I feel tired easily. I still have not found anyone to drink with me. I realli love e feeling of getting drunk. Or should i go drink myself? Hahs. I dunno why im moodless this days. And i dunno why, I can cry easily. Makes me feel, super emo.

2010 is ending. I don hope for 2011 to be a better one. Cos, no one can predict future. And wad my future gonna be.

Shall end here. Merry Xmas.. Enjoy your night readers.

imy.

2010-12-23T22:31:00.000+08:00

I feel bored. I feel lonely. Wad can i do? Hais. Working like a mad girl in office. 1st to reach office, last to leave office. Working like hell mad this 2 months. Never leave-ed or mc-ed for this 2 months. I dying. New gal taking over my position. Hope i can cope well with my new position. Have been working for 2 positions for e last 1 month plus. I super stressed. When i worked, i miss my clique. At times i miss them so much. But, i have to work. When i end work, i don have e time to meet up with them. Im too tired. I was wondering, im working so hard. But where my money goes? 'Broke-ing' every month. Hais, I realli nid a long long break. For shopping. And sleeping. I guess im too tired.

I dunno why, I always wanted to keep working, and feel exhausted. Go back home, eat, bathe, slp. Nothing interesting or fun comes to my life all this while. Sometimes i realli feel like crying. And i cried for no reason.

I feel that im too sensitive. stubborn. Yes. People do say that to me. Im stubborn. I realli dunno wad kinda person i am. I realli damn hate myself. I wanna drink. Who wanna accpmpany me? I got a feel that i need to cry out real loud. And i like e drunk feeling. I realli love it. Who wanna accompany me to drink? 我好辛苦............. 好想哭.............. 好想好想喝醉酒..... 谁可以听我诉苦? Hais.

2010-11-17T20:31:00.000+08:00

This feeling feel so SUCK can. Got to hands on to new position. And a new comer will take over my position. My new position, needs to do reports and reports for boss and lady boss.. Doing inventory.. This job so hard, and so many things to do.. I scare i cant cope it.. I scare i cant do properly.. At last, i will choose to resign. Hais, i don love my new position. i hate it.

Today isn't a good holiday for me. Don have enough rest, and jus now manager jus called me. Telling me today got aunties doin ot, so i have lotsa invoices to do. And this spoils my day. Hais, Everything i gonna do. Hais, btw i decided. Byebye to VenderMac in year March 2011. Prefer to work in another company.

I've worked here for almost a year already.. It's like 5 years to me. Saw different kinda ppl. Working always got scolded, people will say bad things behind you. Jus hate the feeling of working, and i don wan it!

Gonna work tml, will update if im free, but i don think i've time. So see ya peeps. Bye.

2010-11-10T10:14:00.000+08:00

Waking up early in the morning feel so suck. Don feel like working.. Gonna busy from yest onwards.. Gonna OT. even suck. -.- Early morning gonna wake up, take 2 buses to work, and nid to rush invoices. And also rush invoices for the next day. And also print price tags, makes me feel even -.- 好不好.

E china gal doin cosignment quitting alr. Lady boss wans me to learn her things. Serious to say, i HATE learning new things. And i jus wanna remain like this, don wanna leanr anything anymore. Even though my future job, i don wish to get higher pay. Cos im slow in everything. I cant learn things. I have to learn for super duper long den i can get hands on to it. Makes me feel even suck. No mood. And i see e china gal doin things im so scared. cos, she cant seem to get things on after half year working here. I scare im like this too.. My manager says i can do it. But i noe myself, i cant do it. -.- And sorry for late postings. Im realli busy, sick and TIRED.

2010-10-22T08:19:00.000+08:00

Morning~ Am in office right now.. im so super tired! Last night help out the teochew opera.. Sat is the actual performance.. Kinda tired of this job.. Wanna change one soon, next year! Got a better job offer but sis din like me to go there.. Cos is in a condo.. And im working alone.. Cos e lady boss is old alr, nid someone to help.. I can go work at 10 or 11 plus.. go back at bout 6 plus.. Quite gd right? And 5 days! and also near my place.. I wanna change job ASAP!

Saw sh's fb, Sh, Wanjun n felicia went ikea.. I dunno when i can enjoy like them.. Go play, go ikea, go eat.. Enjoy! Im so sad when i see thme enjoying but im working.. I always wanted to accompany clique more.. But i cant.. Too tired.. Sometimes gonna work in the morning, work opera in the night.. No time to even sit on my house sofa.. Where got time to go out.. Sians.. I wanna end this life! I've planned. After i quit, i goona rest.. At least 2 weeks! I wanna use this 2 weeks to go out with clique, enjoy at home sleeping.. Den start my new job.. That's better i think, and i don have to wake up early in the morning to take a 45mins bus to amk anymore! I can even wake up at 9am! Omg. I think i would love this job.. Haha! And also hope Lady Boss is a nice lady~

Gonna busy this few days.. Teochew opera today and tml.. Opera Next thurs and fri.. Omg. I nid sleep! A lot of sleep! This month din do a lot of ot.. Cos next month goona start ot already.. Will be tired till e start of Jan next year.. Sians.. Alrights, gtg work already.. Cya readers..

2010-10-18T21:37:00.000+08:00

Hi, am at home now. Jus wanna share a photo.. And jus wanna let everyone noes.. My clique is e best.. When i have problems, i talk to them, when i was in school last time, they help me.. But ever since i work, i seldom get to meet up with them.. Really envy my frens.. They still get to play.. Find frens for lunch, Plan outings.. But when i wanna meet them, i have to meet them at night.. As im working.. I realli seldom have frens to chat bout my problems.. And thanks sh, talked to me when im at work jus now.. Though i still feel hot inside me, but im still happy that there is someone out there to talk to me.. How ever i wish, whenever i ask sh and kay to come my place, go k box, i hope they wont reject me.. Anymore.. I jus wanna spend more time with my frens.. But.. Anyone noes? Simple to say.. I love my clique..

Accounts Dept in my office. Guess i wont stay long here. Thanks to those who have helped me. I dunno why, I don bear to leave cos of some aunties here are really nice.. But some.. I dunno how to say.. Many things i wish to say.. But i dunno how.. Hais, shall bid farewell to them 2 or 3 months more..

Saw this old man eating whenever i went to this place called ''Ubin Seafood". He's eating slowly, and eating alone.. 1st thing i feel is.. He's so poor thing, eating alone.. And i was thinking.. When im old, Am i gonna be alone? Like this old man? I dunno.. And i cant predict.. I dunno hows my future be like.. Im not interested in working nor schooling.. I jus wanna live in my own world.. No work, No school, No worries.. But i noe, its impossible..

I dunno why, i feel i will cry easily nowadays.. Maybe cos of a small thing, will make me cry.. Seriously, im not happy, living in a unhappy place, working in a unhappy place.. How i wish, i can have a world of my own..

2010-10-18T12:47:00.000+08:00

Realli fed up working here. but i nid to tolerate. cos of MONEY. i gonna leave here. ASAP! NOW. I was absent on thursday, tell my office people that im sick. I slept till 12plus. Dad called me and says e rice cooker is spoiled. I have to bring down a rice cooker for dad. Before i went back home, i went back my frens bubble tea shop near office. And someone in office saw me. My head told me. And ask me why i din take mc. I says i also got something on. Thats y i take leave. And she don wish to tell me who is it. And make me feel realli '火大'. Wads e prob with im not feeling well, and i still got something on. I have to bring a cooker for dad. Den why cant i take leave? Its my LEAVE. Not URS. I realli cant tolerate. Why are they so many KPOs out there. fed up. Spoil my day. Fcuk.

2010-10-15T12:16:00.000+08:00

WARNING! MY POST MAYBE VERY BORING~

Leave-ed yest. Not feeling well. Din slp a lot too. Tired~ I really don have the heart to stay here anymore. My blood boiled alomst every morning. Different ppl, all sorts of things. Now i noe why, ppl wont stay here for long. I donno where to go if i quit this job. I donno if i should study, but im not interested in studying. I cant jus slack at home like this. Sis wans me to find a job before i quit this. But, i have to start all over again. And im super slow. Im sure many companies want new ppl to learn fast. But i cant. Hais, why do ppl nid to work? How i wish money can drop from sky.

Miss my clique. Has been quite some time since i last met them.. I wanna enjoy, i wanna play. I don wanna work. But i cant. -.- Mayb i should find those simple jobs like doin bubble tea, sales all this bahs, jus busy for a day, n u don have to worry that u have unfinished work. Serve customers, at the end of the day, close shop, clean up. Thats all. Working in office, i still have to worry this, worry that, haven done this, haven do that. Scare boss scold, scare do wrong things. Of cos everyone did wrong things before. if u never do wrong things, u will never learn.. Meet up soon clique, I miss u all~ And i miss e times when sh and wj stayover at my place. Though i nid to work the next day, I enjoyed the night with them.

I have decided. To work till next year. And QUIT. Though i may miss some people here. But i have no choice. Mayb im not suit to work in office bahs. Tonight working at opera troupe. May sleep quite late, and yest i slept late, today kinda tired. Hais, no choice, all becos of money.. Okaes, have to work now, as im in office and now its lunch time. Going for lunch at 1pm with elaine later. Cyas readers. Will post if im free.

2010-10-11T10:21:00.000+08:00

Morning. Am in office now. Finished my things. So im able to blog here. I got to noe a new fren few months ago.. She works at 'niang tou fu' stall. Her name is ‘小小’. Her attitude is quite good, fun-loving. She treats me drink sometimes. And about a month ago, i got to noe another new fren. She sells claypot food near my office. And she also jus opened a new bubble tea shop jus close to e coffee shop. Her name is Elaine. One day when i was working OT in office, and im still in office at 8pm, 小小 called me. Call me to go down to e bubble tea shop. So i went off at 8pm, and go down to e bubble tea shop to drink. And from there i got to noe Elaine, she's a nice girl. Drink-ed and talk together.. Drinking makes me feel so gd. Giddy giddy feeling. And i feel happy. Maybe work gives me stress. And drinking is jus like my medicine, makes me feel much more better. Soemtimes mayb get sad cos people around me, makes me unhappy. And when i see my new frens, i feel more happy..

Having maggie noodles this few days. Bao not at home. So i have to cook myself. Did housework yest. Sweep floor, mop floor, change bedsheets, wash clothes, wash bedsheet, cook for myself. So tired. And today im not feeling well, feel like going back and rest. But i cant. This morning, i din take bus to interchange and take 852. Instead i took a 10 min walk to 2 bus stops to take 852 to work. Didnt want to waste cash to take a 2 bus stops trip, so i walked to e busstop. As my ez link got no more money. And im lazy to go interchange to top it up.

Am so lazy to work! i wanna go back! -.- Alrights, got to go. Shall blog next time. And thanks for reading my 'wu liao' post.

2010-10-06T22:34:00.000+08:00

Hi, am here to blog again.. Alone at home now.. Am so tired to do other things.. Am not in a very good mood nowadays.. Work work and work.. Neva spend much time with loved ones.. No one met me today after work.. So i went home after work today.. Ate maggie for dinner. And i cooked myself (:

Looks nice to me. Hahas. No money no money! i nid money to do a huge shopping! Jus wanna spend some money to enjoy myself.. Don wanna get too stress bout work.. And im seriously lack of clothes! i SERIOUSLY nid shopping!

Slept for 10 plus hours for e last sunday and monday.. cos im lack of sleep. hahas. how i wish i can sleep like this everyday.. i don wanna work! And im tired.. so tired! Will be very very lonely this few weeks.. who wanna come my house and entertain me?! im all alone at home.. and nothing to do! So sad.. I nid someone to accompany me.. If not, i think my dinner for this few weeks will be e picture u see above.. Lols. Alrights, i got nothing to blog.. Shall blog another day.. Cya readers.. My post might be boring i noe. hahas.

2010-09-26T14:31:00.000+08:00

Sad and Happy Yest.. Sad cos, Office. Happy cos, i get to meet my clique and chat with them my problems..

Yest was realli not my indeed. Should not have went to work.. When i have work on my hands, and i cant finish, i will not be happy. At 1st, i have this manager, called Don. He says customer didn't wans a invoice, but a invoice using excel. Luckily, our system can extract the invoice to excel. If not i will enter one by one into excel. And the customer ordered many things. not one thing. Ok, nvm. After that i continued my BHG's credit note. I jus hate it when im busy, another person to call me do this and that. Don wish to talk more bout it. Everyone in office jus hate me. I know. Was called to meeting by Don. And he says many customers called him and complain that our telephone skills not good. I was wondering. SINCE WHEN? WE TREAT CUSTOMERS RUDELY? And do u nid a new comer to tell us how to talking nicely when we're on phone? THIS IS TOO MUCH. I CANT TOLERATE! And more suay, kena scold by an AUNTY. I jus hate it when someone scold me ‘你做了这么久，你会不懂吗?' I JUST HATE IT. I dunno why, i cried jus after she said all this. badly. Am i a failure? Cant even do a thing properly? And i nid a AUNTY to TEACH ME?! Den how am i goin continue like this? How to work another job since i cant do things properly? Maybe to ur, this problem isn't a big problem. But it is to me. I dunno lahs, im sure to quit after new year next year. I have decided. And acutalli, this aunty treat me no bad, when all my working fren gonna leave this company few months ago, i told her i wanna leave here too. She donwan me to leave. And i was so super STUPID to listen to her. Why she wann to keep me here is cos, when everyone leave here, no one can help her to '打包'. And now she gets to noe well my frens, she thinks that im not important anymore. Its okae, I've learnt a lesson. Not to believe anyone even though she treats u good.

Gets to meet with clique to bugis and amk hub to celebarte Shanwei's birthday. Had fun, and makes me forgets unhappy things when i saw them.. When i first saw them yest, they noe im unhappy.. They can see through. And chatted with me, ask me wads my prob. That's wad clique are for.. I realli miss e days when we're still in ITE. From the day i noe them, they have helped me non-stop till now.. And to SH and WJ, Im sorry that i say those words.. Hope ur don keep it to heart.. I realli din mean it.. I realli feel so much better after talking to them.. CLQIUE IS ALWAYS THE BEST AMONG ALL PEOPLE...

Work up at 12 plus to do housework jus now.. Gonna do laundry now.. Will upload photos here when im free.. Bye..

2010-09-15T23:31:00.000+08:00

Hello. Am back home. Bathed and i tot of blogging. So i came here.

Today is not my day. Really....

Shall blog something about today. Woke up early in the morning, as usual, lazy to wake up. Am so so so tired. Try to pull myself out from bed to prepare for work. went out at 7am. As usual, waited for bus. 985. i supposed to take 985 for 2 stops and change bus. 852. while i was in the bus 985, I pressed e bell before the bus stop reached. But e driver din stop. Went straight. So i was thinkin, nvm. Maybe this bus will also stop at certain stop where e bus stop have the bus 852. But i was wrong. Took e bus till tpy till i realised i have lost my way. So i alight at tpy, dunno wad to do.. Looking for the bus directory. Saw e bus 506, got go to marymount road, which is near to my office. So i board the bus. After a while, i realised i missed the stop! I quickly alight. Btw when i realised, i've reached enous. No choice. Cab-ed down to work.

Reached office, busy-ing. After that, lady boss call for meeting. Wans me to do more things. Means my workload is added. Need to try to do things faster. But actualli, i don have the time to do other things. My head wans to add on my workload next yr, and wans me to help other people to complete returns. for july and aug. Its a lot. Not a little. I will be even more busy. I donwan this. Hais.

Alright, shall stop here.. Tmr's working. Another busy day. Nights.

2010-09-14T13:21:00.000+08:00

Just wanna use a little time to blog now.. Just finished lunch.. ate 'kway teow' and a '大包' at upper thomson road.. Den came back to office.. Managed to put $10 coins into my small dora coin bank.. i wanna save money from now onwards! My dora coin bank is kinda heavy now.. happy (:

Sometimes i jus dun understand something.. What a person am i? No matter how hard i try to get close with someone, wanna be good fren of yours, but u jus treat me as a normal fren.. Got any problems inside ur heart, u jus don wish to tell me.. I can tell ur, I don have even a good fren to talk my problems with. Maybe people might think i will tell other people bout their problems, so they don wanna tell me anything.. i dunno how to say..

hais, im not a good fren bah.. tats all i can say.

2010-09-14T09:40:00.000+08:00

160th post

morning, am in office now.. feel so tired.. din realli have enough sleep last night.. i'm so sleepy now.. i realli don like the feeling of waking up early in the morning for work.. E feeling is so super duper tired.. Hate this feeling. How i wish i can don work, stay at home to do housework, keep my house everyday clean, neat and tidy.. And i can learn how to cook, do some hands things. Sometimes can also do some shopping, buy some household things, and do a little of my shopping.. This is the life i realli wish to have.

Worked everyday, do e same old thing.. Sometimes even have to quarrel with people at work.. Realli so tired. and also sick. Dunno who can i talk to.. Blog is the only place whr i can tell my things. I feel like quitting. But some of e aunty here is quite nice.. Don realli bear to leave this place.. Sis wanted me to change job, she says the wages here very low.. And have to work 5 and a half day.. Realli don have much time to rest and enjoy.. My clique can enjoy now, their exams are over.. They can go out, play till very late, and can even don go back home.. How i wish i can like this too.. No choice, working life is like that..

Went out with wanjun and sally wawa last night, actualli going to newton for stingry, but i suggested going bugis foodcourt instead. But e stall is closed. So we ate curry fish head instead. After having our dinner, wen tot bugis junction a while den head off to marina square k box. sang from about 830 to 11pm. Rushed for the train, actualli wanted to pei wanjun to take e red line, but i took e green line. cos its half the time faster. Reached home around 12, ate some porridge, bathed and head to bed. Realli have fun with wawa and wanjun. Hope to go out together again (: Laiting is coming with us yest actualli. But she got class at night. So she din go. Hope next time she can join us for dinner too. (: Am in office now, so i cant upload photos. Will do so when im free later at home after work..

Still got lotsa housework haven do.. Wash clothes, sweep floor, mop floor, pack my dressing table and computer table and lots and lots haven do. Gonna do this after work when i reach home.. Dunno what to eat for dinner, have to prepare for myself. Maybe eating maggie mee bahs. Kinda use lotsa money nowadays. Shall save from now on. i realli cant use so much money anymore. I should save a little money for myself. For rainy days, for future.. Seriously, i dunno how my future looks like. I cant predict. And i will not know.

Shall stop here. Will update when i reach home later. Provided i mus be free. hahas. Gonna work already. Sians, i jus simply hate working!

2010-09-06T19:52:00.000+08:00

hello. mc-ed today. got e er xin feeling. feel like vomitting. gastric not feeling very well. got e sour-ish thingy coming out from my mouth. see-ed doc. jus gave me some med and a day mc. second time already. donno if i got wad illness. working tmr. guess gonna work late cos got lotsa things to clear. maybe someone might not be very happy with me, but im realli sick. if u don wanna help me, its okae. at least i quit and don work, tats wad i wan it too.

Watch-ed 爱. and bathed. watching 走进走出 now. not very nice though. i like 最火搭档 better. hahas.

meeting clique on fri, to celebrate kay's birthday. they're having exams now, shall wish them best of luck! (: meeting them earlier on fri to do things! hahas.

realli not feeling well. i noe its early. gonna rest soon. nights.

2010-08-30T08:53:00.000+08:00

hello (: Am in office now.. Feel so tired to get up from work every morning.. Always don have the feel of getting up.. Working on sat realli got no life.. Rest for one day den next day have to work already.. So damn tired..

Have lotsa work to do.. No time to rest.. No time to play.. Also no time to blog.. Always wanna take few days mc to totally reat at home.. Sleep till im happy..

Just a short post for the day.. Gonna work already.. So many returns haven finish.. Bye people..

2010-08-22T16:25:00.000+08:00

Hello! As promised, i have uploaded shihui's belated birthday celebration to share with u all~ Realli had so much fun that night.. And thanks for meeting up at night so that i can join u all for e party.. (: Sally and all of them went to self deco a mini birthday cake for shihui, its nice and delicious! We laugh till our tummy so pain, cos sally wawa always disturb shihui~ And btw, Hope shihui do enjoy her 20th birthday..

Pictures up!! ~ Enjoy~ :D

Alright, NEXT! Wanjun's 20th birthday celebration! Decided to celebrate on the 10th of Sept, A public holiday which is Hari Raya! N decided to go esplanade! Shall plan properly with clique on how to celebrate her birthday.. Looking forward to 10 Sept~ Miss Clique!

Shall post something which i realli wish to say now.. 大家都说 ‘生，老，病，死’ Suddenly u heard that someone jus passed away so suddenly.. E feeling is realli, i dunno how to say.. And u jus saw e person a month ago.. Didn't thought that he will pass away so suddenly.. Well, As people said, '人生短短几十年，真的一定要过完这美丽的人生' At times u wanna enjoy, u must enjoy.. Don wait till u lose ur loved ones, den u regret it.. It will be too late.. So must treasure everyone around u~

Am alone at home now, going out later to buy friend's birthday present.. As tmr is her birthday.. Sometimes, i realli don wish to work.. Working makes me no time to do other things, will lost contact with frens.. But luckily, my clique still din forget me.. They still treat me as one.. (: Im so fortunate to have this clique of mine..

Alrights, gtg now, to pet society! So long since i last played.. My pet must be hungry! Bye!

2010-08-17T08:25:00.000+08:00

yo morning! Im in office now.. Feel so tired jus to wake up so early in the morning for work.. And i stay so far.. work at 8am, but others? work at 9am.. but still not so bad after all, i everyday got 1h ot pay.. but others don have.. Wondering if i should change job.. But i work here for last den a year.. But if i quit, and got a new job, i have to start all over again.. Im a slow person, cant learn things fast.. If u wan me to master everything, i nid lots and lots of time.. So i was thinking, should i change job? ):

Met wanjun yest for dinner.. As im working at night at woodlands.. Got e same top with wanjun.. Sh and wanjun went bugis to help me buy de.. I once went there, but i search for e whole building, i cant find e shop.. Hahas, btw thanks gals!

Realli enjoyed when sh and wj came my house.. We had so much fun.. Hope they can come again!

Realli miss e days when we're still in ITE.. Realli have so much fun.. Though sometimes we do quarrel, but we will still be okay in the end.. That's wad i love bout this clique.. Fun loving! (: Though now we may be busy, but we can still find time to meet up together.. Enjoy~ Celebrate birthdays together, k box-ing together, shopping together, play together, laugh together.. Aww, realli wish to do that again! Ah ya, CLIQUE! I MISS U ALL!!!

Heard from wanjun that she is going with shihui and felicia to vivo and watch movie.. So sad i cant go.. Have to work.. But nvm, Ur enjoy ah gals! hope ur movie will b a nice one! And hope ur enjoy e day~ (:

Alrights, shall update Sh birthday celebration photos very soon.. Am at office now and now its 9am, everyone is here.. So i have to go.. Shall update when im free.. Alrights, tak care all! Byes!

2010-08-15T23:08:00.000+08:00

Hello.. (: Am here to blog.. its 2 or 3 months since i last blogged.. Too long nv blog.. Dunno wad to blog bout ler.. Celebrated 21st birthday in office and also with clique.. Had so much fun, they self deco a cake at breadtalk for me.. so touched! 1st time got people deco a cake for me.. They also bought me a dress! Love it :)

Shihui and WanJun came my house few days ago.. Enjoyed! They stayed over at my place, we watched TV together, went 7Eleven together, Eat dinner together.. Realli like this feeling! Hope they can come and stay over again! Hope they can come during weekends, so i can accompany them later! Cos tat day they came during weekdays.. i have to slp as im working e next day.. Sorry yah! nv pei u both.. Haha.. But still, i enjoyed :D

Swept and mop e floor today.. tired, din sleep well today, as someone is coming to do e curtains.. OH YA. Reminded me of something.. This block has a STUPID WOMAN, COMPLAIN AND COMPLAIN NON-STOP. She says i scare dao her child.. Wanna call police.. She think im scared?! PUI. THANK GOD she din came down today. If not she'll die terribly. LOL. I WILL 'SHOOT' TILL SHE DIE. HAHA. Ok lah, don say ler, Gonna work tmr.. Shall update some pics.. And will update if im free! Take care all! :D

Ohya! Saw Mr. and Mrs Cavin Soh's photo at a eating place! His wife..... lols, alrights, done updateing blog.. now its 1215am, gonna slp! if not tmr gonna late for work again.. HAHA! Nights all! :D

2010-05-11T15:44:00.000+08:00

Date: 11/05/2010
Time: 3.45pm

Good afternoon~ Its a sleepy tuesday.. Im feeling soooo sleepy.. Its raining outside soon.. How i wish i could lie on my bed now.. Lols..

Wonder if i could take a day off to sleep, and also do some housework.. So long nv do housework liaos.. Change bedsheets, mop floor, sweep floor, clean table, wash clothes and etc.. Miss e days when im NOT working.. No choice, work, for MONEY. lols.

I wanna have a shopping day! Wish 1 day i can have lotsa money, shop around Orchard, Bugis.. Buying bags, clothes and shoes.. And also taking neoprint.. Wow.. I wanna do that soon.. Hahas..

I wan a FAMILY WITH PIGGYS! I love piggy leh.. Wanna buy a bigger piggy to hug.. Hahas.. A piggy bedsheet! Hahas..

Omg lady boss is back.. Will update when im free! :D Bye!

2010-05-07T22:47:00.000+08:00

Date: 07/05/2010
Time: 10.48pm

Yooo~ :D Chatting with Dann kor in msn now... Haha, so long since i last met him.. And also so long nv hear kor's de voice liaos... Kor says he almost deleted my link cos i din update! HAHA!

Feel soooo tired nowadays~ Not enough sleep... Eye swollen.. Pain! D: Don feel like working tmr leh.. And its saturday leh! So sians..

Gan ma gonna move house in july.. Guess will take few days leave to pack e house.. Sometimes i wanna take leave im so scare.. I scare e new gal cant cope with my job.. I've working non stop for 2 month plus le.. Very 'DBT'! Lols..

Wanna go in Audi but got problem! Kor also have e same problem.. Aiyo! Cannot go in liaos lah.. My money all inside leh.. Buy so many avatar.. Den now cannot go in.. Sians.. I so long din go audi ler.. Too tired to go audi sometimes.. Sometimes im even more lazy to on my house computer K! I REALLI TOO TIRED. 'DBT'. LOL

All rights, i have to go dry my hair and sleep ler.. Tmr have to work.. Take care readers :D

2010-05-05T13:29:00.000+08:00

Date: 05/05/2010
Time: 1.30pm

Hey readers, im at work now.. ~ Bored.. Tired... ANDDD! SLEEPY. I miss my bed and i need more sleep~ God pls give me my bed NOW! Lols..

Ate 'niang tou fu' for lunch.. Drink 'Teh-C'.. YES! Today haven touch till cold drink.. Lols.. I still have a cheese bread in my bag.. Shall put it in my tummy after work.. hahas..

Lady boss saw i went online.. x: But she din say anything.. If she say, I QUIT! LOL.

I need money! Not enough to spend.. Give parents, save money, transport and daily use.. Where got enough?! lols.. Still got 2 Mustafa po haven do.. Am so lazyyyy to do!

Wish to meet up with clique and my ex ite mates again.. Still rmb we had a chalet where we all went there and have so much fun.. Oh ya.. Miss Mr Norman also! He's such a good teacher.. Teach me no matter how i don understand.. And also my Clique.. Stay with me to teach me accounts.. Realli love you all! i din regret choosing accounts.. Actualli i chose Admin at the beginning.. But i cant get into it.. So i took up the accs course.. Never noe that i can have such a great class~ I should thank to the person who din pay the school fees at 1st.. So i can get in to this great class! I feel warmth, care and concern in this class.. wooo!

Listening to 933 now.. Listen to music can feel relax.. (: Wont feel so stress.. Shall go out one day with clique and ex classmates in ite.. And post lotsa photos here.. Haha.. Ok lah! Shall end here.. Will update blog tmr if boss and lady boss is not here.. Bye! :D

2010-05-04T20:28:00.000+08:00

Date: 04/05/2010
Time: 8.30pm

Hi readers, So long since i last updated my blog..

Work is really busy and tiring.. No time to rest, no time to play.. Hahas, sometimes im really too tired to go out.. Sometimes rejected some friends when they wanna meet me.. I was feeling so bad.. Maybe im not a good fren bahs?

Sometimes really hate it when someone is trying to control me.. Im having my 21st birthday this year.. I don wan any presents from you.. I jus wan my freedom.. When comes to spending, i will spend.. When comes to saving, i will save.. Sometimes when people realli need help.. I really wish to help.. I noe i don have the money.. But, what i have, i will borrow.. If i can do it, i will do it.. Esp those people who treat me e best..

Hmm, Jus ate my dinner.. Watching 红白喜事 now... (:

To everyone, If i did anything wrong, Sorry..

2010-02-21T00:42:00.000+08:00

Date: 21/02/2010
Time: 12.43am

Heyy.. Its me again.. (: Work and work.. So no life.. Lols. 2 frens are leaving us soon.. I mean my office.. I dunno wad should i do.. Doing office work is not i wan.. Sales, e timing i don like.. Seriously, my hobby is 'Nua-ing' at home.. Working makes no money.. Give parents, save money, buy this, buy that..

Going to buy ring with wanjun this month end.. As i get my pay.. Wanted a ring with her so long ago already.. But didnt have the money to buy.. Now i work le, at least can even buy 1.. Lols.. Friendship ring.. WanJun&XiuQing.. Wonder if can engrave date on the ring? Lols.. Wanna engrave e date also dunno wanna engrave wad date on the ring.. LOL. Funny rite..

Seriously, Noe-ing my ITE classmates, i feel so fortunate.. They teach me to do my accounts when i don understand.. Failed my Accounts I, nid to retake exam, they volunteered to stay back and teach me Accounts.. Teach till i understand.. Thank God i passed my Accounts I.. Of cos i nid to thank my clique.. I have a good class, good teacher, good classmates, good clique... So fortunate.. Thanks Clique x3.

Hahas.. Am craving for '汤圆' now.. Miss my dad's cooking.. Lol.. Gonna busy next week again.. Work, work and work.. Okaes.. Shall stop here or u gonna fall asleep.. LOL. Kaes, Good nights readers. x3

2010-02-14T17:13:00.000+08:00

Date: 14.o2.2o1o
Time: 5.14pm

Heelloooo.. 1st, wanna wish everybody a Happy New Year and Happy Valentine Day! ~

So long since i last posted something on my bloggie.. Busy with work loh.. Dunno why jus don like the feeling staying in office.. If like anything goes wrong, become my fault liaos.. Aiya, dunno how to say..

Today slept at 6am.. Woke up at 10 plus am.. Go bai nian.. Actually wanna accompany parents to watch opera at night.. But im too tired to go.. So came back home.. Slept a while when im on the bus back home.. Feel so tired, always don have enough time to sleep..

Oh ya, Last thurs celebrated new year in office.. Boss gave me an ang bao.. Inside is 120 bucks.. Which i think is so much! 1st time receive such an big ang bao.. But heard from other frens, those who work dere for very long, e ang bao packet is much more bigger.. Lols.. Took photos, ate buffet and took photos with boss using his camera.. Enjoyed.

But sometimes at work, makes me feel so boring, tiring and also very scared.. Scare i cant do well, scare got scolding, sometimes do till wanna cry.. Dunno why, maybe im too stress... E gal who is guiding me now is going to quit soon.. I nid to do things all by my own.. No one gonna help me.. I will feel so hopeless and helpless by then.. Actualli think of quitting quite long ago already.. Sis says don quit without a job.. But office jobs makes me feel damn stressful.. Dunno what im intrested anyway.. Dunno wad is my future.. Lols.. okae lah, don think too much liaos..

Sis jus got her wedding photos.. Shall post some here to show u all.. Take care and Happy CNY and Happy Valentine everyone.. :D

2010-01-08T23:40:00.000+08:00

Date: 09.01.2010
Time: 11.40pm

Hey Hey hellooooo! My 1st post for 2010! due to my busy schedule, i don have enough time to spend.. So i din blog much..

Well, Just started work on 14.12.09.. My mum's fren's daughter intro me this job, admin.. Im damn busy in december.. Lots of invoices to do.. Working is really tiring.. I hope i don have to work and get money.. I noe im too lazy.. LOL. But no choice.. Everyone have to work.. No work = No money.. Haven got my salary in december.. == But never mind ~ Haha.

Done my nail art yest! spent 46 bucks on it.. Shall post some photos someday.. lol. Haha. Alright. Should go and sleep now ler.. Tml working... Nites peeps..

2009-12-03T01:14:00.000+08:00

Date: 03.12.09
Time: 1.15am

Heya readers.. Finalli im free.. :) Rmb i promise u all that i will post my sis wedding photos? :D The actual wedding photo taken by photographer will give us the photo about 1 month time.. So meantime i will post some pictures i took and i grab from my sis fren facebook to show u all :D Enjoy :D

This is in the morning.. Took photos for the 1st 3 bananas :D

Me and Gni Jie.

Me and Lily Jie.

The 3 bananas :D

My pretty sis. :D

Beautiful...

I don look like my sis yeah?

Here the groom comes! Sing song and Ang Bao!

The 4 bananas (sisters), Brothers, groom and bride all proceed to the groom's house..
While i have to stay in hotel to take care of parents D:

TWIST!

ok.. Its dinner time :D

Zi lian time :D

Outside the ballroom..

Jie, ure so cute lah!

Ang baosssss!

Here comes the bride and groom.. 1st entrance.. Beautiful yeah?

2nd entrance.. I can say my sis black gown is so... PRETTY!

They perform a duet '今天你要嫁给我'.. So brave loh.. i don dare to sing
infront of so many people..

My jie fu say a thank you speech..

At the end of the day.. This hair style is taken when i jus reach home..
Took bike.. And im so surprise! my hair is not damaged.. Cos i put helmet on my head..
I tot i wont be able to take a photo if my hairstyle when i reach home.. But yay! i finalli took a
photo of my hair style!

Hahas, shall end here.. Will post when im free.. See ya babes!

2009-11-28T03:03:00.000+08:00

Date: 28/011/2009
Time: 3.06am

Hi readers! Look at e time now! its 3.07am.. And im still awake! hahas, Tot of blogging cos i just realised i forgotten to post some photos during my last post.. x: And also forgot to post about wanjun and jessie came my house.. So i will upload pics and talk a bit! :D

At airport.. :D

At home.. :D

Hahas, done with the photos :D Tmr is sis wedding.. Hope everyone enjoy :D I wanna take photos with sis! Like damn long nv take photo with her.. Its like 10 years back man.. LOL. I will sure take lotsa photos of myself! Cos sis arrange a makeup artist to help mi, my mum and my jie fu's mum to makeup.. Its like a small makeover for me! hahas.. x: Looking forward.. Wait for my post den! :D

2009-11-24T23:56:00.000+08:00

Date: 24.11.2009
Time: 11.56pm

Hi readers, sorry yah, so long din post.. Has been lazy-ing and busy-ing. wahahas. Shall tell u all wad im doing this few days..

Lets start from last Sat. My mum called and say my dad cook some goodies wan me go back eat. Plus with my fren too. Took my frens bike, while we're on e road, till halfway, near toa payoh exit, her bike broke down. Ride to e road shoulder and stop dere to check wads happening. Luckily there is no car behind us cos we nid drive slowly to e road shoulder. Den when we are at e road shoulder, we notice the the tyre at the back of the motor 'pen chek'. Luckily there's EMAS here to save us. :) EMAS is like a help team to move our car or bike away from express way.. so they tow e bike to the nearest toa payoh stadium and we nid to call other ppl tow to the repair centre.. Changed tyre, do this and that, this costs her 140 bucks plus.. Its damn exp loh.. I feel damn guilty.. Wanted to pay her but i don have e money.. ): So sorry.. But thank god we're very safe.. (:

Sunday, My fren's fren called us to K Suites at Iluma.. Only outlet in Singapore.. It's opening one more in orchard.. Enjoyed there.. Can play computer, audition, facebook and etc.. have bedroom slippers too! diff room diff themes.. Good place! but exp.. I wanna go again! Photos up!

This is how the room looks like :D

Cute and nice rite? :D

So cute!

This is the thing u nid to use to choose the song u wan..
nid to learn for some time.. den only u noe how to use.. x:

The tv looks like this.. nice rite?

This thingy is fixed onto the wall.. u can stop the song,
forward th song, pause the song, room service, change the key,
E vol and etc..

This is a small area to play computer! Can audi, facebook, wadeva!

Saw the screen? realli can audi!

E drinks and beer.. But i din drink beer! :p

There are bedroom slippers too! Look more like a home rite?!

Me and one of my fren, karen.. Thanks for e treat!

Monday, met wanjun, shanwei, wawa and rima at thomson plaza starbucks.. Slack there as i have nothing to do.. Stay there till bout 530pm.. Shanwei wans to take cab home.. So i asked if she can drop mi at bishan.. Thanks shanwei.. Met sis, bought a handbag/ sling bag for this sunday wedding dinner.. Den after that went Changi Airport fetch my fren.. Just came back from beijing.. Ate popeye.. E fish sandwich not bad.. I wanna go again.. (: After fetch fren, we went for supper at dunno where x: hahas, forgot e road name.. Den back home..

TODAY! Damn suay but realli thank god we're safe again.. My fren wanted to go a place in chinatown to draw money.. Halfway through, her bike broke down again! now e bike is all alone there.. Need to wait for tmr den can tow to e repair center.. Cos jus now its late and all e repair center closed alr..

Oh ya! On nov 13, met clique and celebrated jessie's 19th birthday at pizza hut! e pizza hut played e song Happy Birthday! and of cos everyone looked at us x: Ate Curry Zazzle again! delicious! After eating, we went to take photos! hahas, shall meet up again soon yah clique! Photos up~~

Okays, All photos up! very long post yah x: This sunday is sis wedding.. :) Shall take more photos and show u all okays? :) Take care and see ya readers! btw, now is 1.50am.. omg! i post so long x:

2009-11-05T16:52:00.000+08:00

Date: 5/11/2009
Time: 5.12pm

Hey~ im finalli back to blogging~ :D Nothing much to post x: Changed blog picture! Nice? :D

Few days ago went chinatown with fren. Walk walk.. Took some cute pictures :D And yeah, sis wedding's coming soon~ Gonna be busy soon~ :D AND! I miss Clique~ when can we come out again~ :D

Finding for jobs till crazy this few days. Wan a office job is not easy to find~ Hais, sis keep rushing me to find a new job.. Feel so stressed.. Dunno how my future gonna be. lols.

Watching channel 8's 7pm 快乐一家 show later~ Last 2 ephisodes~ and 9pm 企鹅爸爸 show is not bad too.. hahas, btw, anione got any lobang pls tell me kaes! i nid a job~ D: See ya peeps~

Look like me mah? x:

With Piglet!and bearbear~ i wan e piglet lah ~

Piggy brothers and sisters :D

And And And!!! I just simply LOVE THIS PIG FAMILY! but its too exp =="

Chocolate Dalmatian Family~ look at e price.. would u buy? Lol.

E display~

Taken at Chinatown OG.. hahas :D

2009-10-17T21:37:00.000+08:00

Date: 17/10/09
Time: 9.38pm

Hi readers, since im alone and so bored at home, i shall post somthing here.. Went to clinic and took my lab report.. Im okae but my blood count is slightly lower den normal people.. So i should take more fish? My dad says i should take more fish.. Daddy just called yest and ask me bout my lab report.. Thanks daddy.. And doc say i might have 'thalassaemia' thingy. He asked me if wannacheck if i got that illness. But he said there is no cure or med for it.. Even if i got to noe i have this illness, also no use.. No cure and med. So i decided not to waste this kinda money.. And my cholesterol is a bit higher.. Should not take eggs and oily food.. Well, i have to try.. This few weeks im trying not to take sweet stuffs cos its not very good for health yah, i do take sweet drinks but oni sometimes.. Not everytime..

I still can rmb when i was a kid till now, Everyday i will never fail to drink coke/pepsi.. But now i noe ler, i wont take too much sweet stuffs alr.. Thank god im okae.. My mum and dad nv teach me how to eat vegerables and 'liang teh' all this ever since i was born.. But now i finally got to try out some vege and some herbs tea or wadeva is good for health.. :D Well readers, must take good care of ut health.. That's wad Shihui told me.. Thanks :D oh yah, i wanna thank some people who has been asking about my health this few weeks, Shihui, Jessie, Wanjun, Dad, Sis. If i missed any of ur names, pls tell me x: hahas, health is e most important thing :D

Have been drinking this for e past few days.. Its delicious, nutritious and healthy! Do try it out.. Am i helping to advertise? LOL.

LOL, well, took some photos of my piggy when im bored.. Take a look :D Btw, i shall end here.. Nights everyone, sugar dreams.. :D

Do we look alike? :D

I hug you x3

You should hug me back :D

2009-10-12T00:01:00.000+08:00

Date: 6/10/2009
Time: 12.02am

I noe how u feel right now.. I'm useless cos i cant help you. I cause you all this troubles. I dunno what to do.. And i noe u feel like crying too. I realli feel bad.. Sorry, Sorry, Sorry. I just can say, Im a useless girl.

2009-10-09T15:45:00.000+08:00

Date: 09/10/2009
Time: 3.47pm

Hello all~ Am here to post ler :D Im going for checkup at private clinic tmr.. Hope everything will be fine.. And i hope i wont have any problems with my body.. Oh ya, Thanks to those who sms-ed me and ask me if im okae.. Thanks, Im okae.. I hope i can feel even better when i get e results.. Well, just wish me good luck yeah.

Yest my stupid modem is down again.. Den i got nothing to do at home.. Bored till i watch....

Yes! Tom and Jerry.. So long since i last watched this.. And my modem is down for 1 whole day.. Cant play Pet Soceity, Restaurant City, Cafe World, Audi and blogging~ So i feel damn sians and also hungry.. Grab an apple to eat.. Till 10pm plus den i have my dinner.. Spaghetti! Going westmall later to buy friends birthday gift~ lols, okae ler, i shall end here if not u all will slp :D See ya readers, shall pst again soon~ Take care :D

2009-10-07T16:31:00.000+08:00

Date: 07/10/09
Time: 4.32pm

Hello! Back back back~ Just changed my MSN theme.. Wanna take a look?

How? Is it cute? It looks cute for me yeah. Just chatted with Dann kor :D And he is going for delivery alr. haha! Take care kor :D

Yeah, got my pay alr. But i even spend a single cent on it.. Sis wanna keep it. ): No choice.. My dreams for buying a cash, doing pedicure, treating fren dinner, going shopping are all gone. Not i don wanna work there.. Its becos i realli ant tolerate.. And somemore no bonus~ No point working there.. I noe ppl might say me lazy.. But anyway, i noe myself can ler..

Having Pandan bread for this 2 days.. And i din go out at all.. Playing comp and watching tv is all wad im doing nowadays.. Lols, too broke to even go out. Lols. Sometimes i think, there is no point for me to work at all.. Sis always wanted me to save and save, i noe its for my own good. But i still have to spend rite.. Lols.

Sis wedding is just next month.. I wan e person help me to doll up! i wan pretty pretty take mani photos! But im too ugly to be pretty. Lols, I hope e person try her best to make me look pretty yeah x:

Hahas, now kinda addicted to another in facebook, its called 'Cafe World' Something like 'Resturant City'. Haha, shall go ad play now~ Seeya readers :D

2009-10-03T19:38:00.000+08:00

Date: 3/10/09
Time: 7.39pm

Hello readers.. Im back (: Sorry for not posting for so long.. Due to work and my body is not feeling so well..

Actualli i found a job at ***.. But im not working at ***.. Im working at ***.. So went there to have interview.. Or infact not interview lahs.. She told me wad this company is doing and what job am i doing..

My employer is a gal.. But i thought she is a boy, cos she look a bit boyish.. Went interview on e 17th of Sep.. And wants me to start work the next day.. Im okay with it but, my work place is a army camp.. ***.. And yeah, its a camp and so i cant bring camera phone, mp3, thumbdrive, psp all this.. But problem is i got no non-camera phone.. And i have to go all e way down to bishan and take it from sis.. Borrow from her bf.. But e next day i went work, i saw my employer and other employee taking camera phone.. And im wondering, why can i take camera phone? Maybe im new?

E environment there is not very good too.. Though they got shuttle van pick me up at cck mrt, but if i over slept, i have to take cab down.. Actualli its okay for me to take cab down.. But e cab must reach outside my workplace rite? But its a camp.. E cab cant go inside.. And also it rained heavily.. With a umbrella, with the rain, walking a long road to office.. And its damn far can? lol. And if i wanna go to the toilet, i must walk quite a distance too.. So i don think its very okay for me.. E salary is okay but there is no bonus at e end of the year.. Its just only a red packet for us.. So, its not very okay too.. My work is too much.. I cant realli handle it.. So after working 8 days, i call e gal who called me up for interview, and told her i wanna quit.. She says okae..

And remember i told you all that i overslept? im late for 5 minutes or so.. And i ask her if e 5 minutes need to deduct from my salary.. She say yes.. == So readers, give some comment.. Is this place okay for you if ure working there?

But when sis noe im quitting, she kinda blame me and not happy with me.. So, i also dunno wad to say.. But my employer is a very good person.. But she is a bit strict.. So yeah, I sms-ed her thanks for teaching me this few days.. And she replied, Hope i seek better advancement for my future.. And i hope she can too.. (:

And when i was working, Everyday after work, i nid to rush to go and work at night.. Im tired till i can sleep while im on the motor bike.. Pro right? lols.

Haha, im very naggy yeah? lols, Readers, Rmb i told you all i need to go for blood test? I din go.. Cos i might be doing body checkup at private clinic.. But so soon.. Okays ler, Gonna end here, and shall post if im free.. Cya readers.. (:

*** >> i cant say the company's name.. :)

2009-09-15T14:54:00.000+08:00

Date: 15/09/09
Time: 2.54pm

Hi readers, I dunno how am i going to start to post.. Should i say, i went to polyclinic today due to somewhere pain? and yeah, after waiting for 4 hours, come to noe something i cant believe.. 2 or 3 days later going for blood test.. To check if i have....... When i reached home, i cried badly. i dunno why.. And also i might be going for a small operation.. I dunno..

I have no mood to post alr. byebye.

2009-09-11T13:40:00.000+08:00

Date: 11/09/09

Time: 1.42pm

Hello Readers! I am here to wish wanjun A VERY HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY! One year older ler, mus be more guai :D x: heard that jessie is out with wanjun for movie.. Well, enjoy ya~ Bo jio~ X: joking lah :D

This 2 days actualli got work, but cancelled suddenly.. So am rotting at home now~ Dunno wad to do whole day at home but to audi, pet society and restaurant city~ Wont be eating whole day till bao come back and cook..

And yeah Jie bought my dinner dress ler.. But i don think its very nice.. cos got black colour.. Later my relatives will keep nagging non stop.. == old ppl are like that.. Show u all my dress.. Give some comments pls! :D

its a bit small, i wanna enlarge it but it a bit blur.. so yeah, jie bought this, and u guess how much it costs? $77! so exp! I saw another dress i like, same price too, look much more nicer~ e purple dress below~

So how? which is more suitable for wedding dinner? Comments pls~ I wanted this.. But jie says, this dress might not be in singapore.. So nid to pay $77 and shipping fees.. Its much more exp.. So, no choice to wear that blue and black dress.. ):

Well, I got no more blue psp and my tv phone.. Bao sole it away.. lols, but i still have another purple psp.. Acutalli its not mine lah. lols. I might aim for pink psp when i work and have my own money.. Im back to square. Lols, using my N81 again. For another number, using N73.. And i might be terminating away.. Or upgrade it.. Im not sure. Lols. Saw a pink psp with prints and it looks so nice~ i tot of buying it but its a 2nd hand one. So i don think of it alr.. Should buy it when im working and save my own money.. Hahas.

So long din see Baby online, guess he is working so hard bahs.. Don get too tired kaes? and yeah, our hearts just stopped at 90.. Hopes he will be back soon and chiong ring with me.. I just wanna have a nice ring with him.. Not bcos i wanted it so we chiong for it.. Its bcos i wan to have a nice ring with Baby, so we have to chiong for it.. (: And yeah, Our marry anniversary have passed.. Though Baby din come online, I still wanna wish him Happy 1st month aniiversary Baby! May we last forever alrights? :D

Alrights readers, i noe u might be saying im too mushy now. lols. Shall end here cos i got nothing to chat about ler.. Will post again when im free :D Seeya peeps and have a good day ahead! :D

I need to have you beside me now Baby.. And im still waiting.. x3

2009-09-05T17:52:00.000+08:00

Date: 05/09/09
Time: 5.53pm

Hello readers (: Im back to posting.. Well, this few days kinda busy yeah :D not enough slp.. Feeling damn tired. Btw, monday going marina square k box-ing with clique and ai lin :D Hope we enjoy yah :D and wanjun ah. Monday u sure get it from me x:

Baby din online for so long alr.. He's busy working.. If tired rest more~ I dunno what to say.. But jus wish you can be like last time so sweet.. (: Well, i noe there is nothing wrong with loving a person. With you, I felt happiness. Without you, i felt loneliness.. Pls come back soon.. I miss you lots (: However, i wish you can be like before, visit my bloggie and tag, sweet toks to let everyone noes, you're my only one. (: Hope this can come true again :D I realli miss e past..

Well okae! Gonna chat somehing diff now! I still haven got my dinner dress! oh my. It realli seems im too fat. LOL. God! pls help me to find 1 dress that suit me ! :D I love pigsssss so much! My house is full of piggys now. lols. Bought 4d today.. I noe im too young to strike 4d. Lols. But i buy just for fun :D

Love playing pet soceity and restaurant city now :D And also not forgetting audition. I bought avatars alr! 100k ~ Still nt enough for me to spend. lols. There is still more for me to shop. Lols. Shopping queen rite! x: Meeting sis on tuesday~ Going eat sushi i guess? lols. alrights now, i have to stop here.. Or else you readers will be sleeping away cos my post is too boring. Hahas. Btw, Hope wanjun and clique will enjoy her day on monday! :D Love you clique :D wanjun ah. Whr is our ring ah! better get it before monday or else.......... LOL. okaes lahs. seeya readers (: enjoy ur day :D

A 4 letter word, L.O.V.E, with a lot of meaning. (:

2009-08-24T16:41:00.000+08:00

Date: 24/08/09
Time: 4.41pm

Heeeeyyyyyooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh readers! hahas! i just got my 100k acash! Bao strike 4d! 2k! den buy 100k acash for me :D bought e avatars i wan in audi! damn nice ler :D so long din see baby online.. wonders if how is he.. Well sorry yah baby.. I've been busy and sometimes cant online..

Going for work later! having lunch now~ This sventh month got lotsa opera shows going on.. So im busy.. :D But got money, im happi ler :D alrights, shall end here 1st~ eating lunch now :D and having apple juice later :D Take care yah readers :D see ya soon :D

2009-08-22T22:21:00.000+08:00

Date: 22/08/09
Time: 10.22pm

Hello readers.. Today is my off day.. Slept till afternoon.. Well, now im waiting for Baby to online.. Nah, actualli wanna say something but.. lols, don feel like saying. hahas. Feel so tired now.. Tot of going to sleep but i wanna wait for my Baby! :D

Weee! going back home on friday :D Miss daddy's cooking (: Many problem is having on my body now.. Skin feel rough ler, hair still not recovered yet.. And many many problems.. Sigh, when will i recover yah?

I wanna be pretty, i wanna learn how to make up like how my frens is doing.. lols, no matter how, i wont be pretty~ Cos im jus too fat. lols, Sorry yah readers, Let u all read lotsa rubbish. lols, Well, Hope Baby can pei mi audi.. and upgrade our ring real soon.. (: Shall end here and see ya readers! have a good night sleep and sugar dreams! :D

I wish you can be sweet like this (:

Baby, i miss you like.. CRAZY! (:

2009-08-20T01:03:00.000+08:00

Date: 20/08/09

Time: 1.03am

HHHHHEEEEEELLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOO! :D Back to posting! Let me tell you my schedule for this month?! LOL. I gonna be busy~ Sorry baby~ cant pei u yeah.. cos i have to work.. hope u don angry!

I shall report now! :D

20/8/09: Work!

21/08/09: Work!

22/08/09: REST!

23/08/09: Work..

24/08/09: Work~

25/08/09: Off! And its our 1 month anni! our cpl day :D Hope to realli play audi with baby on this day :D Meeting sis at night to shop for my dinner dress! hope to get a purple one!

26/08/09: Another tiring day.. WORK!

27/08/09: Work..

29/08/09: Work~

30/08/09: Work~

31/08/09: Going back ITE visit teachers! Work again~

01/09/09: Rest~

02/09/09: Rest~

03/09/09: Work~

04/09/09: Work~

05/09/09: Rest~

06/09/09: Work~

07/09/09: Rest..

08/09/09: Rest..

09/09/09: Work~

10/09/09: Work~

11/09/09: Work..

12/09/09: Work..

13/09/09 Work..

14/09/09: Work..

15/09/09: Work..

16/09/09: Work..

Ok done :D this schedule is for 'seventh' month.. :D so will be quite busy.. x: hahas (: But i hope still can play audi with baby on our 1st month (: Wanna meet up clique real soon! i miss u gals~ Gonna take lotsa photos! :D And! i wanna buy A Cash card lah ~ e avatar i wann buy hor, i total up.. around 80 to 90k leh! ): wa.. can die ~ lols okae lah~ shall stop here.. :D

Love ya Baby x3

2009-08-17T18:05:00.000+08:00

Date: 17/08/09
Time: 6.06pm

Hey readers, Im back and back to posting.. Dunno why i feel terrible nowadaes, when i saw something which i don wanna see.. And make me feel really terrible yeah. Well, Love cannot be forced.. So, I respect :D wadever u do, wadever u answered, i will support and give u my respect yah. (: Jus wanna noe who is the lucky Gal. :D I will treasure e times im with you.

Changed our picture :D Look at e left hand corner (: I edit pictures cos, im bored and no one tok to me yeah. So yeah. lols. Hmm shall end here, and wish u readers have a nice dinner (: Take care and see ya readers :D

2009-08-10T02:29:00.000+08:00

Date: 10/08/09
Time: 2.30am

Heyy ppl.. Last nite i watch 'Where got ghosts?' again at westmall.. lols. Today meet wanjun to woodlands to eat and d soem shopping. We wanna have ring of our own, oni mi and wanjun :D so we stand there, and choose for very, very long.. Though e ring is cheap, but most importantly, we have a ring together and im very happy ler..

Baby say he will MIA for dunno till when.. Should i too? I think i should.. Cos, i did something wrong? lols. So ppl, you might not be seeing me updating blogg. Cos im goin MIA! :D Alrights, I jus hope baby wuld forgive if i did anything wrong, but no matter wad baby do, i will always be with him. (: And importanly, He must be happy.. So..

Seeya peeps.. Wait till i come back, and see me post again! :D

2009-08-08T20:55:00.000+08:00

Date: 08/08/09
Time: 8.55pm

Helllllooooooo readers! As you can see, i changed my blogskin picture! I edited it. Nice? (: Don worry, though i remove e picture of my clique and me, but u all still remain in my heart! :D Had wedding with junhao baby today.. He is sick but he still promise to have wedding today.. Thank you! :D Hope baby get well soon kaes! Health is more important.. So rest well alrights! x3 :D

Get ready for wedding! x3

OH?! WE PASSED?! 6 Hearts! Weeee!

Pass Pass :D Censored x:

Finally, A ring with Baby junhao :D

Nuer,Mama,Papa! :D

I will always 'save' you in my heart x3

Maybe watching 'Where got ghosts?' later again with fren and her sis. cos is kind nice :D As i said, Its story by story, Something related to 'Money No Enough 2'. So, i shall not say much! Let u all go watch and laugh! (: ‘啊辉，你吃饱了吗？’‘阿煌，你有看到我的红色的内衣吗？有 mickey mouse 的。’I laugh like... you noe lah~ x; hahas. shall not talk much, later you all sure kill me x:

Hahas, shall go bathe ler.. see ya readers.. And HAPPY NATIONAL DAY! in another 2 hours and 45 mins :D Wish your dreams come true! Happy Birthday Singapore! :D

2009-08-08T02:26:00.000+08:00

Date: 8/8/09
Time: 2.26am

Happy National Day Eve everyone~ Just came back from movie.. All i can say, i will give 4.5/5 stars.. Cos, lol. I must tell you all, you all must watch 'Money No Enough 2' before you watch this show 'Where got ghosts?'. Cos there is some links in it.. (:

I guess my retribution has come..

Came to noe a truth and a its kinda shock and sad and unbelieveable to me. Well, to that someone, I din treat Him as a toy to throw here and there. That is not wad i mean. I will never, ever throw him aside or here and there. (: As i said before. If i were to have him, I will be the most happiest gal. And i will treasure him. I jus wan to make myself clear.. I will let him to decide.. (:

But, i realli cant afford to lose you.. I don wish you to leave.. And i dont want to.. I wan us to be forever.. Though i noe there is no such thing as forever.. I am fortunate to have you.. Promise me you will stay with me together forever alrights? Baby, I Love You..

2009-08-07T15:45:00.000+08:00

Date: 7/8/09
Time: 3.45pm

123th post!

Hello~ Finalli today im free! Slept till 1plus den wake up.. and come online :D Send my resume last night. Bao's fren called sandy, Introduce me a job. Data entry. And says they nid it urgently. So sandy will call later to the company and ask if i can go for interview.. And now im waiting for call.. If they don call me today, they will call mi after e holidays.. (: Hopefully i can get this job yeah. (:

Watching 'Where got ghost?' later with bao at westmall. 11.50pm de show. 160mins de show. So its about 2 hours 40 mins. I will tell you guys whether its nice or its lame kaes! lol.

Lols. Will be having wedding this sat! Looking forward to it. x3.. Miss my cpl~ Baby ure sick~ Get well soon kaes! x3 Loveya :D Alright, im going to play other games~ seeya readers x3

2009-08-06T01:33:00.000+08:00

Date: 06/08/09

Time: 1.33am

Hey.. Jus came back home not long.. On my comp and it hang for 3 times!

I dunno why i feel like this.. Feel like? Crying? I dunno why.. Maybe too long din contact baby.. He nv online and i dunno how to contact him.. I noe my baby is sick.. Get well soon.. Baby helped xuan meimei update blog.. How i wish someone will update my blog too.. (: Baby seldom come to my blog and tag ler.. I miss him.. I don wanna lose him.. Though we're only audi cpl.. But i noe that he is a good cpl.. I just don wanna lose him.. I hope nothing will come in between us.. I want us to last.. long and forever.. Will anyone grant my wish? Maybe im too sensitive?

I noe i keep working nowadaes.. But i realli wanna spend time with you to play audi and chatting together.. I hope Baby will understand.. My wish.. is jus simpe.. Accompany me audi and chatting.. spending time with me.. I will be very happy ler.. Baby, jus wanna tell you.. "I really cant afford to lose you.. And i just wanna spend time with you.." Meaning, i wan us to be closer.. Can we do that? I hope we can.. And Baby, I Love You~.. We will be having wedding soon.. This sat.. (: thanks Baby..

And sorry readers.. I might be mushy but i jus wanna say it out to make myself feel better.. Well, I hope tmr will be a better day.. Tata readers..

Its just only me, and you..

2009-08-04T14:29:00.000+08:00

Date: 04/08/09
Time: 2.29pm

Heyyy~ hello! I finally managed to put my camera photos into my comp! so i uploaded sihui's birthday photos at e last few post.. So scroll down and see e photos okae? (: Wish shihui enjoyed her birthday yeah..

Chatt-ed with baby today! :D will have wedding this sat.. :D Thanks baby x3.. And i miss ya lots! x;

Meeting sis later for dinner.. (: i wanna buy a cash lah ): i wann buy cpl clothes with baby~ But.. im kinda broke.. ): Hope i can buy 1 a cash card real soon..~ Alright shall seeya peeps~ Bye~

Baby, i love you. x3

2009-08-03T20:37:00.000+08:00

Date: 03/08/09
Time: 8.38pm

Hello peeps~ This 3 days i have been working~ Till today den i have time to rest.. I slp a lot today.. Lols.. Played Pet Society jus now~ bought new clothes~ save as picture and set it as my desktop background..

Nice? i noe its nice :D x; Din play audi with Baby today.. ): And tml rest for 1 more day.. Wed nid to work again.. I realli wanna spend my time with baby lahs ):

Heard from Jessie that she and her group members is still in school doing project.. Must jiayous for presentation tmr wor! Jiayous Jessie, Shihui and her members! And of cos wanjun and shanwei mus jiayous or ur presentations/projects and all k! Good luck gals~ :D

Well, now i got nothing to do.. ~ shall watch tv bah~ seeya peeps~ Hope can play audi with baby later and tmr..~ Nights all.. (:

2009-07-31T00:22:00.000+08:00

Date: 31/07/09
Time: 12.22am

Hello peeps~ Just now wanna upload e pictures from camera to photobucket.. BUT! i lost my cable.. == Sorry clique! I will post ASAP when i found my cable kae!

Last night took screenshot with Baby~ And baby, don thank me kae! This is wad i nid to do :D I promise not to leave without a word.. And i promise i will never ever leave.. I will treasure you.. Though someone have you before never treasure you.. I will never ever be the someone.. Trust me and i hope you wont leave.. And don think about the sad past anymore.. As you say.. Lets remember our moments together now alrights? (: Make it Last kae~ Loveyou x3

The 'I Love You' pose :D

I 'WIN' your heart baby x3

Tomorrow working.. Friday to Sunday.. Finally got to work after so long.. Hope i wont be that tired.. lols. Carry lotsa things just now.. My hand now is kinda week.. Lols.. Alright~ Shall off to play my Restaurant City and Pet Society now.. Seeya peeps and good night~ And, Good night Baby.. Sweet dreams and sleep tight yeah.. Loves to all.. My clique, My baby.. Loves!

2009-07-29T16:22:00.000+08:00

Date: 29/07/09
Time: 5.20pm

Hello~ Woke up at 1 plus by a phone call. A call from Tempgirl.com. I submit my resume last night and he called me this afternoon. I dunno if i can go for interview.. Sis is kinda rushing me to find jobs quickly.. But, i haven rest enough.. And e job now is so hard to find.. Send resume also no one reply me.. Only 1.. lols..

My modem is giving lotsa problem.. == from 1plus till now den can use internet.. hais. guess there is something wrong..

Hmm, kina worried for my audi cpl.. Heard from xuan meimei that h will mia few days.. dunno wad will happen to him.. so worried.. ): I hope he is fine now..

And oh yeah, i almost forgot to post something. Went nyp on monday and celebrated shihui's birthday at koufu.. Hope u like e gift yeah shihui :D ~~shall try to post some photos tml..~~ (: see ya readers..

2009-07-27T00:26:00.000+08:00

Date: 27/07/09
Time: 12.26am

Hello! 1st thing, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHIHUI! May ur dreams come true and always stay cute and happy! Lets enjoy ur day tml! :D We are forever, together as ONE! :D We will make ur day a memorable one! :D

Secondly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DANIEL KOR! May u and Samantha together forever! and also wish, u will get a job soon! And! Most importantly, is stay happy always!

Played with Junhao Baby today :D i hope you will forget e past, and remember now.. Everythings over okae? No matter wad, i will stand by you always x3. We will make it Last :D Having wedding next week in Audi. :D hahas.

And to Xuan meimei, Me and ur Didi will always be with u kaes! Don be afraid of anything cos we will be here to protect u! If anyone dares to bully you, give me a call and i will be there! Love u mei x3 :D

Alrights, shall stop here. Take care peeps!

2009-07-26T02:55:00.000+08:00

Date: 26/07/09
Time: 2.55am

Hello peeps! As u can see, i have a new Audi cpl! --L-AhHao~. :D He is my Gan didi before we became cpl.. :D Its a bit long story :D Yest after i online, played cpl mode with meimei, ---LAMERx3 and my didi.. After e game ended, i receieved cpl request from him! and i accepted (: thats how we became cpl :D I will promise to treasure u.. Now, and forever.. Even though we are jus audi cpl, we can be as loving too! Though u live far, i will still rmb u and always miss u! Baby, I will never let u go x3 :D

We will make it Last.. Will we? :D

2009-07-23T13:33:00.000+08:00

Date: 23/07/09
Time: 1.34pm

Heyy peeps.. My blogger in mozilla firefox got prob.. suddenly e font all became soooooooooooooooooo superrrrrrrrrrrr tiny.. and my blogger in internet explorer cant upload pics.. D; so sad! actualli wanna upload hotel photos de.. But now cant ler.. sorry readers.. Hmm, shall blog when im free.. off to play RC and P.S now! seeya peeps! :D

2009-07-20T22:31:00.000+08:00

Date: 20/7/09
Time: 10.31pm

Hello people! Im back! I nid to say 1st, this gonna be a long post! :D And shihui asked me if i have updated blog x; Okays i can say, my birthday is a wonderful, memorable and a fun one!

Met clique last friday to esplanade, but changed to suntec :D i was so stupid that i took e longer journey from Bukit Batok to City Hall.. haha! Should take green line instead of red line.. Thats why jessie wondered why i took so long.. Sorry gals! I seldom go Suntec City.. So im not sure whr they are.. Find and find~ Find dao liaos! Went to a nice place to celebrate! They gave me a surprise! Tiramisu Cake from Bakerzin! A famous cake brand! i love it~

Cut e cake~

Nice cake right! After that, took photos like crazy-ing gals! :D

After Celebration, We went Mac to have a drink. :D I treat them drinks cos im feel guilty to let them wait for me so long.. hahas. Chit chatted a while den walk-ed to mrt.. Shihui and Shanwei took bus and e rest of us took train.. kay took red line while me and jessie took green line back home.. As it is nearer for me.. I enjoyed myself alot! thanks gals~ i love you all :D

Next day, Sat, woke up at 12 plus and get ready for hotel check in! I have nv stay in a hotel before.. So im excited! After we checked in, and went to e room, i keep on taking photos! Non-stop. HAHA! went swimming, dinner.. And my friends prepared a surprise! which i din noe at all! i was so damn shocked when i saw e cake and ballon.. The service there is not bad at all! Thats y its a 5 star hotel! I enjoyed e stay there :D And e bed is so comfortable! Took lots and lots of photos! Will update hotel photos tmr! Seeya peeps! :D

2009-07-17T04:37:00.000+08:00

Date: 17/07/09
Time: 4.37am

Heyyyyyy! Time check. 4.37am! And i haven slp dao! Jus finished watching 'Zero to Hero'. Though it repeated 3 times before, I still love e drama. :D Can anyone tell mi if anywhere got this vcd or dvd? haas.

Meeting clique later at 7pm. :D Miss them all! And yeah, i have a question. About Restaurant City. How to keep ur employee awake at ALL TIMES? Teach me! i wan earn more money! x; Alright shall stop here now. Off to play Pet Society :D Seeya girls tonight! (:

2009-07-16T11:11:00.000+08:00

Date: 16/07/09
Time: 11.12am

111th post!

Hello! Am i early today? hahas. Last nite cant slp. Sleep for about oni 3 hours.. Woke up by e radio at 7plus am.. Den cant slp ler.. So i woke up and cook as i was very hungry.. LOL. U might hear im always saying im hungry recently yah. lols.

Gonna take a little nap later cos midnight i wanna watch e tv drama show. Its a repeated one. 'Zero to Hero' in chinese is ' ying cha yang zuo' at 3.15am. lols! playing restaurant city now :D Playing a little of Audi later :D

Meeting fren later at westmall to buy a BIGGGG bag to put all e things i wanna bring to hotel in e bag. lols. 1st time staying. Hope it will be my memorable stay there. hahas.

I miss clique and all my ite friends! So long din see each other ler. lol. hahas. should end here and yeah, enjoy ur day ahead readers! Take care ! :D

2009-07-15T15:28:00.000+08:00

Date: 15/07/09
Time: 3.28pm

Hello peeps! :D Restaurant City and Pet Society both have maintenance now~ So i got nothing to play! Have lah, Audi, Burger Shop and Wedding Dash! :D Kinda Addicted to facebook recently. lol. Meeting sis later for dinner. A 2nd round dinner after meeting sis. lol. i wont eat much don worry x;

I wanna earn lotsa coins in Restaurant City and Pet Society to buy lotsa things! Haas. Sians leh now. x; Haven eat, hungry ehh. lols. Meeting Clique this friday! :D Miss them lots~ alrights, nothing to say ler. x; will post if im free :D Take care peeps!

2009-07-14T13:56:00.000+08:00

Date: 14/07/09
Time: 2.09pm

Heyyyyy peeps! im back to posting.. This few days playing diff games! Restaurant City and Pet Society~ And i guess i will hardly play Audi now. x; Just woke up not long :D Bored Bored. lols. Tmr meeting sis and after that meeting some frens. :D

Meeting clique this fri. :D i miss you all lah girls! i say 1st hor, i wanna take lotsa lotsa pic! :D

Goin to a 5 star hotel on sat. So don miss mi ah ppl! x; 1st time staying in a hotel ;D Goin swimming and movie on my birthday! :D hope i enjoy my birthday this year though. It kinda diff this year cos staying in a hotel. :D A 5 star hotel somemore. lols. alright, should off to Restaurant City! cya peeps.

This is my Pet Zhuzhu and my Pet de house! :D

2009-07-12T04:13:00.000+08:00

Date: 12/07/09

Time: 4.15am

Hello readers! now is 4.15am and i haven slp yettt~ :D played wedding dash, burger shop and audi! :D Audi-ed with xuan meimei. Took screenshot! (: And also changed my Mozilla FireFox theme and personalized home page :D all thanks to ah kayyy. (wanjun) :D I jus simply love my Firefox now! :D

Well, Looking forward e gathering on friday :D Well girls! we should enjoy (: Alright, shall sleep soon already. Sweet dreams and Nitenite readers! (:

2009-07-11T21:51:00.000+08:00

Date: 11/07/09
Time: 9.51pm

Hello readers~ Im back to posting~ Tmr sharon's birthday~ now chatting with wanjun and shihui in msn~ about our celebration on e 17th! i hope we enjoy yeah! hope we can ALLL enjoy together that day!

Well, im kinda disappointed with something. hahas. Alone at home now, Saw no one in audi~ so i came in msn and blogging.. I got a feeling i'm always doing things stupidly. hahas. And always got scolded. I want M8800 lah! PINKKKK~ IM SERIOUSLY BOREDDDDDDDDDD!

Getting some games from ah kayyy. and e firefox theme. (: thankkks! Alone at home is seriously SO BORED. And yeah, Birthday coming. (: i will try to post photos to my blog after my birthday is over! Now currently no nid work till 31st Julyy. at seletar. NEAR hor. LOL. Kinda miss my fren who jus passed away last month. Without him at work, E stage will always be so cold. so cold. Haha.

Got e game wedding dash from ah kay. Off to play now! seeya readers :D takecare. will post when im free. :D

2009-07-09T11:49:00.000+08:00

Date: 09/07/09
Time: 11.52am

Helloooooos~ Am i earli today? (: Jus woke up not long ago by my agent ==. Asking me if wanna work at Little India. lols. Hospital. KK Hospital? lols. I hate interviews but no choice );

E night before yest, watch channel 5 Michael Jacks0n Memorial Service. Channel 5 repeat the same show 3 times within a day. Heard some nice song so i put it in my bloggie. lols.

Went back home on tues. Bought rojak for mum and talk-ed to parents. Saw dad's med. So poor thing. everyday gonna eat same med. hope he don feel pain yeah. Drink some coffee and off to meet sis.

See-ed doctor yest. Doctor says my skin prob will always come and go. It wont recover ); Birthday c0ming c0ming~ hope i enjoy yeah~ Goin Audi~ will post later if im free (; take care readers. :D

2009-07-07T15:58:00.000+08:00

Date: 07/07/09
Time: 3.59pm

Going back home visit parents! kinda miss them :D off to bathe~ cya readers!

2009-07-07T14:12:00.000+08:00

Date: 07/07/09
Time: 2.13pm

Just woke up not long.. woke up by someone's msg. Feel so hungry nw. ): Actualli meeting ahkay to imm today. But she said don wanna go alr. i sian 1/2. lols. Den i on my comp and here i am. (:

Think i gonna see e specialist. For nose and my ears. Keep having dry skin non-stop. its has been quite long alr. Wondering wads happening inside my body. Nid to see a specialist cos i think this case is kinda weird. 1 day nv apply med, my nose and ears gonna have dry skin again. So i nid to apply e med for life ah? lols.

Meeting sis for dinner later. Actualli nid to go back hme and take med. and go ttsh buy. But now no nid ler. Dad went back to the doc dere and buy. So i jus meeting sis for dinner. Lols. Should go Audi ler. Will post if im free :D

Take a look at this video. I don und their language but its kinda interesting. My fren will watch everytime she goes youtube. If you think its interesting, pls go this link :D http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jzf5tjf5ij8&feature=related . Alrights, Take care readers :D

2009-07-06T18:59:00.000+08:00

Date: 06/07/09
Time: 7.00pm

OH YEAH. IM PCB HONGSTER!.

2009-07-06T17:40:00.000+08:00

Date: 06/07/09
Time: 5.41pm

Well, I feel like im a fcuking bitch! (: I always think for myself and not others. :D Mood Today: FCUKING NOT HAPPY. (: Im Fcuking off from everyone now. (: And yeah, i always tok 'ljw'. Hahas. I hope im a HEARTLESS, BLOODLESS and NO FEELING person. So i wont care so much. (: Well, Readers and All, Please let mi fcuk of from y0u all n0w! cos, im not a gd gal (:

I don't know what is L.O.V.E already (:
I'm also a colourless person (:

2009-07-04T23:12:00.000+08:00

Date:04/07/2009
Time: 11.13pm

Hais.. Feeling low nowadays. Usually i have my good mood when my birthday is near. But nw, i don feel ani happiness. I felt that im always spoiling friends relationship.. And why i do that? i dunno.. I make frens cant trust me. I make frens hates me. ): what should i do~ Hais. don say ler.

Birthday in 2 weeks. July 17th meeting clique to esplanade.. July 18th going Hotel stay 2D1N.. celebrate~ Goin swimming at e hotel too! (: so long since i went swimming.. lols. Well, i wanna thank my clique.. Trying to celebrate for me my birthday while their still busy-ing for projects and homework.. thanks! my beloved clique always. (: im realli fortunate to have you all, if not i wont be me today.. (: hope i can enjoy my birthday this year x3 :D Well, am planning with my frens to go oversea nxt yr for my borthday x: cos i haven had a passport all this while. And my sis promised me that i can make passport at e age of 21.. And 21st birthday is e day i hold my key to freedom.. So yeah, spending birthday at oversea is always my wish :D

Well, i desperately wan a 100k @cash which i can spend in audi! But its mission impossible. LOL. Yoketing laopo say we can go do couple ring. LOL! i wan a black ring! instead, i also wan my clique to each have a black ring, cos its nice and to rmb our ITE life.. Our happiness, Ups and down, Our Beautiful Memories! (: Clique, U all agree mah! x:

Daddy gastric pain last few days. And my mum bring my dad to 24 hour clinic and take med and feel better. But without telling me. Just let my sis noe the day after. Dunno if my parents still treat me as daughter. hais.

Xuan mei is in Audi ler~ goin pei her~ cya readers! and miss me okaes? (:

Love, Is a very special kind of thing. (:

2009-06-29T17:59:00.000+08:00

Date: 29/06/09
Time: 6.01pm

100th post!

Awake at bout 115pm.. brush my teeth and wash my face~ :D changed bedsheet! mikey and minnie. (: keep and fold clothes, washed bedsheet and hanged to dry. (: I did kinda lotsa things today yeah? x: im guai mah :D x: Just drank 'North American Ginseng Water'. Taste sooooooo EEEEEKKKKKK! No choice i have to drink :D ate cheese bread and go audi, update fam blog and here i am. (:

Clique's sch started~ Dey gonna be busyy again~ Well, mus take care of urself ah clique! and also all of my readers :D H1N1 is terrible. 400plus cases alr. July gonna bring dad to hospital. Can postpone? Aww. Im so scared of H1N1.

E Sky just now till now is kinda dark. Hope it wont rain till bao is back. cos she's riding motorbike today. (: Love to eat e food she cooks. its delicious. LOL.

Meeting Jie tmr for dinner~ hopefully i can have some money.. if not im broke~ lol. i wan a bracelet so suddenly! i also wan a anklet~ Real Gold or Sliver! I wonder wad my sis will give mi this year. lol. i wan HONGBAO! x: nvm next year new year i can take from u ler. LOL. My 20th birthday is coming! Goin out with bao, Jin and karen for dinner yeah :D and no more plans alr. lol. cos i got no 约会。(:

Of cos i have to work sometimes at nite~ Now my fren 'Ah Mei' is gone, i might have to do double job~ lol. But wonder if my pay will increase. lol. Don care :D Happy is e most important thing :D

Well, Nowadays saw so many lovely cpl. hahas. No matter if i have bf a not, i must be happy (:

Alrights, Shall go off to Audi (: seeya readers :D

I don look like my sis yeah. LOL.

2009-06-24T15:48:00.000+08:00

Date: 24/06/09
Time: 10.49

Hellos~ am back to posting~ lols. Now den i noe how my fren 'Ah Mei' passed away.. Hanged. But dunno how he hanged himself. its an accident bah? And e papers got wrong information so dey write everything wrong in the newspaper~ so we decided to call and clarify.. And yest finalli got everything right.. Am happy for 'Ah Mei' cos i can see he did have so many many good frens around to help him though now he is not in real life anymore.. busy helping out at e funeral tat few days.. This is wad i can do for him.. I saw his wife, his son. 1 yr old oni.. so poor thing. But e little boy is fortunate to have his good ah ma and uncle with him. His face is just like his mother.. And e smile is just like his father.. Each and everytime i saw e little boy smile, i thought of his daddy.. He's a realli nice person but with a little of laziness. x: i can say afterall, he is a good person.. Always called me ' Xiao MeiMei' and i used to call him 'Xiao DiDi'. Now he cant call mi already.. But seriously, When he is at work in opera troupe, he is serious. i mean serious in his work. (: His brothers are all helpful.. Helping his mum in all ways.. Yest, Before 'Ah Mei' going mandai, i saw ppl carrying his coffin. And his mum started crying.. making me cried too.. Everybody cried.. And at Mandai, Seeing his coffin goin in, melts my heart and nearly cried. A very good person, just gone in a minute.. Well, Readers, Treasure ur life yeah (:

I am so tired that i slept 3 rounds yest.. LOL. still very tired x: hahas. alright. shall go audi ler. cya readers :D

2009-06-19T17:56:00.000+08:00

Date: 19/06/09
Time: 6.03pm

Back to posting~~ Woke up at 1 plus today~ cooked maggie mee and sit down and eat.. den my fone rang~ bao called me.. Saying that my opera troupe de ladyboss de Son passed away.. His name is 'Ah mei' .. He's so young.. Yest i just saw ah mei~ Never thought that today he passed away.. Bao says Ah Mei's wife tried to call him to wake up in the morning.. But he din answer her at all.. And he got no more breath.. Dead ler.. So poor thing.. my ladyboss cried till fainted.. Her son mahs.. Of cos she will cry.. As for me, i feel sad for him.. He's a nice guy, a quite good looking guy but is lazy to work.. He bought drinks for me and bao before.. E troupe without him is so quiet as bao said before.. And Ah Mei's dad not feelin well as he got some illness.. So mayb i nid to take over Ah Mei de job as well bah? No more Ah Mei, and his dad is not so well.. No one will help with Ah Mei's job.. Maybe goin for Ah Mei's wake tml.. Anyway, we also dunno if Ah Mei got funeral a not.. cos he is so young.. And Mum and Dad cannot send his Son to his last journey.. So yeah.. Just feel so shocked when i heard e news and feel so sad for him.. He sleep till death.. His wife call him to wake up but no ans.. Poor thing.. And his wife oni 22 years old.. with 2 or 3 kids.. How to survive with a single parent? So sad.. Life is so short.. Must treasure~ Bao also says Ah Mei de body is in hospital now to check how come he passed away.. So if there is funeral, tml we will be going for the wake.. Its just too unbelievable for me.. Well, readers, do treasure ur lifes..

Last Night went for XiuJuan's Dad wake at Bedok with Jin, Karen and bao.. After that, we went Changi to have supper.. And tmr maybe goin for Ah mei de wake at Yishun.. Readers Once Again.. TREASURE UR LIFE! Do things u wanna do now! and enjoy when u have to..

Later going to find ah keng aunty.. her opera at Bukit Gombak~ Got taiwanese~ mus be a nice show~ Shall enjoy later.. And yeah, im still finding for jobs~ preferred office working hours.. Any Lobang? x: Hungry~ lol. So yeah off to audi? lols. Cya Readers :D

2009-06-16T18:42:00.000+08:00

Date: 16.06.09
Time: 6.43pm

Second post of the day.. Thinking of 3 years ago de today.. i cut, i cried badly. Just because someone just dumped me.. in real life.. Though its a 3 months relationship.. But i feel lotsa love from you.. And after 2 years plus, i finally noe that.. The day u broke up with me, is the day u started a new relationship with someone.. And you ever told me.. You wont patch with a girl who has a relationship with u before.. But u broke and patch up with her within the 2 years of your relationship.. Luckily there is someone to cheer me up.. But e someone also not very close to me after i told e someone something.. Now i feel that im not Lovable by anyone from the day i was in this world..

Why would i think of all this past? Its in a sudden when my agent called me and says im not being shortlisted by NUH..I dunno why but i cried and think of the past.. My mum will think that im sure a failure.. cos i cant get to work and give her money.. Even if i get to work, I don have enough to give her.. Though my agent told me that she will find another job for me.. but i think its hard.. Just awake from sleep and know that im not shortlisted.. lols. Well, Its an experience for me. I hope i shall noe wad to do next time..

2009-06-16T13:08:00.000+08:00

Date: 16.06.09
Time: 1.08pm

Hellos! back :D Just edited my blogskin pic. nice? (: went out yest with wanjun and shihui. kinda like 1st time shopping with them till legg paiin. lols. wanjun and me bought e same jumper :D wanjun wear ler so cute can? lols. so i decided to buy one. its 2 in 1! worth buying :D we also took neos. not enough time to even deco e neos can! oni edited 2 photos. 1 shihui and 1 me. den e time stop so fast! shop den to iluma. e aircon dere damn cold can! omg. lols. walk here and dere. walk till leg damn pain. lols. last nite i slept earli! cos bao using my comp den i lie down dere waiting till im asleep! lol. den woke up at 2 plus in e morning and she is still using comp! ohmy. lol. woke up by dad de fone call. == everytime so earli call me de. woke up when bao went work. and i cook maggie for myself :D going audi ler! take care readers~ will update when im free (:

Oh ya! wanjun and shihui~ did we take photos? send mi kaes! (:

my Fat stomach. lol.

We're friends forever kaes!

ILoveYouAll!

2009-06-11T13:39:00.000+08:00

Date: 11/06/09
Time: 2.43pm

Hello readers~ Im here to post something! IM HAVING A INTERVIEW TML! Guess where im going for interview. NATIONAL UNIVERSITY HOSPITAL! Oh My GOSH!!!!! I dunno how many ppl will be staring at me and asking me ques. im afraid i cant pass! And i cant talk! I dunno what to sae ==SOMEONE PLS HELP ME!!!! i think i confirm cant get this job lahs ><>

Yest woke up early and went out early.. met Ian and Beeshi for movie at Iluma new building.. we reach there bout 1245plus.. but e movie starting at 345pm. so, we went coffee bean and slack. bought vanilla ice blend and a mud pie for myself. Call-ed Dann Kor and ask if he is working. And yes. he is working at Aljunied and is with his gf there! her voice so swt lahs~ And she is so chio can?! x: If i can be like her~ im e most happiest gal! x: slack-ed till 3 plus and off to arcade and walk around~ Saw '乒乓圆' de actor! JEREMY! e japanese guy in e show. Beeshi is crazy over him. wanted to take photo with him but they scared. lols. and also saw 'Lee Teng'. They are so damn shuai in real life den in tv loh! my god. lols. den off to watch night at the museum 2. nice show. i love e slapping part. x: and i like DumDum too! I wan GumGum! x: After movie, accompanied Ian with Beeshi to Simlim and buy keyboard. After which, went Bugis Street to buy a white shorts for myself. cos i don have any more shorts! and they have e size till 38! SWEE rite?! x: if im fatter i still can go there buy. x: bao wanna sponsor me some shorts! weee! x: den after buying, 80-ed to Aljunied and guess what. we alight at e wrong stop. == den walked all e way to Mrt. saw Kor. He's a bit thin alr. eat more kaes! x: talk-ed awhile den 80-ed again to hougang. sms-ing with my cpl Ian while in bus~ He saes, reach Hougang msg me kaes? reach home sms me kaes? i was like shocked. x: cos his personality in real life and audi is 2 different person x: I prefer the Audi him :D reached home bathe and online.. till then~

Today slacked at home and tmr will be going for interview. im so scared lah ~ D: someone pls help me! who wan pei mi to interview? x:

2009-06-10T10:05:00.000+08:00

Date: 10/06/09
Time: 10.06am

OH my GOD. im shortlisted! i nid to go for interview on friday. == im so afraid if i cant ans e person the question. D: TEACH ME! Dey sure will ask 'Why don u choose and accounts job? why u wanna choose healthcare job?' how should i answer? If e person ask, 'wads ur strength and weekness?' how would i answer? TEACHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHMMMMMMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! D: Gonna help bao buy 4d. and after that meeting beeshi at bugis.. for movie! night at the museum 2! here i come x:

2009-06-09T20:50:00.000+08:00

Date: 09/06/09
Time: 8.51pm

And Yeah. Back. Jus found a couple in Audition. --Reality-x3 . (: sweet couple :D Actualli he saw my pic e 1st day we cpl. He find 1 by 1. and slowly he saw my name and saw my pic. i was like OMG. he saw my buang face. And i jus learnt something. 不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有. Ure right, though we cant last forever, but we can treasure the times we have together b4.. And Nothing Is Forever. this is true.. You're swt and loving when ure my cpl, You're Cute and joker when ure my fren.. And a HATED can break everything up.. I understand how you feel.. Nothing can be perfect in this world.. No matter what, I will treasure when we're still together.. And will remember the memories if u leave me. But in real life, Ure still my fren! And i hope i can be ur buddy.. Jus wanna tell u you Thank You, for not breaking with me after we met. for being so friendly. (: But what i hope is impossible (: Cos i wan us to be forever. x: Its alright. :D I asked you, why when u saw me 1st time u wann me cpl eu? u sae, u have a feelin that we can last. though its not forever, im veri happi ler.. Thanks for still loving me (: And let me still be ur audi cpl.. (:

Met Sis, Mum and Dad yest to j8 to buy new clothes for my Sis wedding. After buying things, we went Crystal Jade for lunch. After lunch my parents went home. And walk around at j8 with my sis. and off to her house. I on my sis comp and went hotmail to check if i have any mail. i saw that i can apply for clinic assistant. so i applied. and not longer after 5 mins, e person called me alr. ask to go for an interview at peace centre. don sae ler. x: den bee and my cpl called. see if we wanna meet for dinner mahs. in e end nv eat dinner. x: slacked and talked. (: met Jin, Karen and bao after that for dinner again. lols. after dinner, went home. (:

Today, Sis called and wake me up earli. meeting her at 115pm. i prepared earli, and find for my passport sized photo. Guess wad. i lost it! == So bo bian, went west mall to take again. Gonna wait 20 mins. == i will be late by then. But e outcome is quite good. my best passport photo picture. x: my interview was terrible! she saes im too quiet. my 1st time interviewing leh D: haish. after interview went sunshine plaza with sis to eat. i ate wanton mee. and she ate fried chicken mee. Went to eat rochor soya beancurd. NICE LAH. i wanna go again x: walk-ed to plaza sing and shopp-ed. went home after that. i was slpin in e train! damn tired. == reached bbatok, went mac to buy set lunch cos afraid if i would be hungry later. wanna upsize e meal and get a cup, but didnt gt it! cos its sold out. == den hme and audi with my BabyBoy. (: Hes eating and im posting. Till den. (: Seeya Readers :D

2009-06-06T02:20:00.000+08:00

Date: 06.06.09
Time: 2.21am

ILookOld.. i look OLD.. so hurt when hearing that.. i noe im buang.. i noe im OLD.. So no one wans me in audi.. ppl always wan chio bu, pretty gals. why cant jus be audi cpl and don mind looks? aniwae also not rl cpl wad? i just don understand. == why cant jus find a cpl who is tiongxim, loves u, marrys u and chiong ring with u together? its so hard? damn fcuking hard? hais.

Went np to find kay, shanwei and mushroom.. went back home after that as i was lazy to wait kay for 2 hours. went back and slept till 6. off to work. till den.

im moodless